(Original) Monster

Featuring Gumi Megpoid: Listen Here

Tell me please - what's the point of this reality?

Seems like I'm only here to please, everyone else.

If I lie, will they think that I am really trying? 

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?


Happy? Could I be happy? 

Feels like a dream - just won't come true.


Tell me please - that you've finally gotten sick of me,

I really never try to be, so insecure ...

This self-hate, lurks beneath this stupid game I play, 

Feels like I rarely get to say, what's on my mind.


Happy? Hey, are you happy?

Well, can you teach me? To be like you?

My heart - has been torn apart, 

This world is so dark,

I just feel lost.


I never wanted to be this way I swear, oh god, I promise,

I really do try to fight it or to hide it, but inside it,

it just burns it's way through happiness, feels like torture,

I never asked for this,

The monster trapped deep inside of me, 

Feeding off my love and sanity, 


No matter how I try to block out the voice that tells me I'm worthless,

I can't seem to conquer to beast, I'm always defeated, left here in pieces,

And there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up, though it's nice that they're still 'here', 

I'm am the only one ... Who can slay this monster,


Happy? No, I'm not happy.

Though I desperately wish I could be! 

I just want to be free, why, 

should I have to die - to slay the beast? 


If I lie, will the monster keep itself inside?

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

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Comments: 9
  • #1

    AlexSN (Monday, 04 April 2016 17:54)

    I love this song. The lyrics is really meaningful and the vocals make it just perfect

  • #2

    MonicGaming (Friday, 29 April 2016 02:59)

    I Love this song very much! i listen to it all Day!

  • #3

    Julio (Tuesday, 03 May 2016 01:43)

    This song fills me with determination, so, it explains a soul that is trapped inside someone making him/her unhappy and not able to feel anything except pain or sadness... Is that right ?

  • #4

    Julio (Tuesday, 03 May 2016 01:45)

    Not a soul trapped inside someone, a monster oops I did not mean to write the thing of the soul trapped inside someone, it is a monster

  • #5

    Blake (Saturday, 16 July 2016 18:24)

    Actually, it's schizophrenia :)

  • #6

    Hetan (Thursday, 13 April 2017 13:17)

    wow i love this toon, and I'am gona go do a chord

  • #7

    Karen (Thursday, 04 May 2017 18:32)

    This is a really great and meaningful song. I love it!

  • #8

    Kate (Friday, 09 March 2018 00:30)

    I'm super late to the game, but also super in love with this song! Thank you for bringing this into the world.

  • #9

    Nhat Lee (Sunday, 16 December 2018 09:54)

    I love this song since the first time I listened to it. Since then I love GUMI's voice.