Be(Love) Yourself

 [VERSE 01]

 

Hey lonely, have you gone and given up?

Do you feel tired, have you had enough? (Whoa)

The world feels small, like you don't have a place.

You don't fit in your predetermined space.

 

Hey - I won't lie, I know it's really hard.

'Cause when you try it seems you don't get far. (Whoa)

But if you look at life like it's a game,

Eventually you'll get real good at playing.

 

(So don't give up, lift your head now's the time to train.)

 

[BRIDGE 01]

 

So when they try to bring you down,

Keep climbing on those rainy days, 

the sun will shine again ~

 

Be strong and learn to hold your ground,

They never mattered anyway,  

who cares about the things they say?

 

[CHORUS 01]

 

'Cause I can see it (whoa)

I can see it crystal clear,

That there's a reason (whoa),

there's a reason that you're here,

All that potential (whoa)

There's a fire in your eyes.

 

If there's no one else, no one else, then love yourself.

 

 

Shine bright, even if no one else can see,

You'll get there - life's an adventure, your journey. 

 

 

[VERSE 02]

 

Look in the mirror tell me what you see? 

Is your reflection who you want to be? (Whoa)

 

Well, if you're breathing - you've got time to grow,

Become the self you'd like to get to know.

  

So many other people feel this way,

a certain loneliness they can't explain (whoa),

Instead of hiding, learn to take their hands,

It helps to know that someone understands. 

 

(So don't give up, open your heart and learn how to connect)

 

[BRIDGE 02]

 

So take a breath and clear your head,

You'll find your own way in the end,

On days your journey feels too far,

You're stronger than you think you are,

 

And when they try to bring you down,

Keep climbing on those rainy days, 

the sun will shine again ~

 

Be strong and learn to hold your ground,

They never mattered anyway, 

who cares about the things they say?

 

[CHORUS 02]

 

'Cause I can it (whoa)

I can see it crystal clear,

That there's a reason (whoa),

there's a reason that you're here,

All that potential (whoa)

There's a fire in your eyes.

 

You are no one else, no one else, just be yourself.

 

 

Shine bright, even if no one else can see,

You'll get there - life's an adventure, a journey. 

 

Who you are, isn't who you always have to be,

You've got the pen, now go and write your own story. 

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(English) Aozora no Rhapsody

chu chu yeah! please me! 

chu chu yeah! without you 

 

Ah what is happening? There must have been a big mistake

Why suddenly I'm having t-t-t-trouble now?

Why, how is this happening? Can I run away from everything?

But, here in the craziness, I can feel it coming whimsically.

And I let myself get carried away.

 

That's the way things had began on that day...

 

But now I'll open up the door ahead, I hear them

ringing out with a sound that moves my soul 

"C'mon let's go!"

 

"Anywhere we want"

 

I have the courage to become your wings! And I'll carry you into the light. (please stay with me)

no matter what challenges life has to bring, I'll trust in our magic and fight! (All we can say is congratulations)

With flowers in hand we will see the new world, 

and what wonders it has to behold. (made in society)

with a union so perfect between you and me

 

We're no good with our communication

but no worries, it will be alright as long as 

tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

Chu Chu Yeah, without you.

 

Ahh, why is it happening? Cause I can't be honest with myself!

feeling within my heart chu-chu-chu-chu churning fireballs

 

gears shift and accelerate, racing through the days to what's ahead

don't give up the memories, of the days we had just you and me, let the happiness shine eternally!

 

It's not as if I like to be all alone, 

I just don't want to have to burden anyone

I want to hear the lovely voices ringing, singing, 

calling out with a sound that moves my soul, "c'mon let's go!"

 

"Anywhere we want"

 

Come be with me and I'll fly you away, 

I will carry you across the sky! (Please fly with me)

if our hearts could be closer again one day, 

won't you always remember to smile? (receiving congratulations!)

 

And let me protect you and this world you see, 

with the rhapsody of the Blue Sky (make me rhapsodic)

Let's sing it together for eternity

 

we still can't make a good combination

but no worries, it will be alright as long as 

tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

everything we are, our smallest scars, in the sun become more visible

sharing pain can make them go away, 

they melt with the heat that's generated when you're here with me 

 

keeping the beat now with a new fresh rhythm

put your hands together

dancing together with the boogie rhythm

come on, let's play around

dancing together with the boogie rhythm

just clap your hands with me

party all night now to the boogie rhythm 

 

"anywhere we want"

 

I have the courage to become your wings! And I'll carry you into the light. (please stay with me)

no matter what challenges life has to bring, I will trust in our magic and fight! (All we can say is congratulations)

 

and when I met you the world bloomed for me, 

with flowers across far and wide (made in society)

and with you for just a moment we could truly be ...

 

We're no good with our communication

but no worries, it will be alright

As long as tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

chu chu yeah, please me  

now I can't even breathe.

without you

 

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Can't Go Back (Goodbye)

Cast out to sea,

Without a sail or anywhere I could go,

Cold as the sun

fell down into the waves. 

 

I'd left before. 

I thought that I could make it all on my own,

I can't go back - 

to tell you I was wrong. 

 

Watch me go ...

 

So you'll know ...

 

I braved the storm,

Stood in the rain -

Just safe enough not to drown,

 

Calmed by the moon,

The vastness of the sky. 

 

I'd left before. 

I thought that you'd 

be fine back here on your own,

You can't come back,

To tell me I was wrong. 

 

Watched you go ...

 

Now I know ...

 

What it's like ...

 

To be all alone ... 

 

Take me back!  

 

Cast out to sea,

Without a sail or anywhere I could go, 

(Can't go back)

I thought that I could make it all on my own. 

 

I braved the storm,

Stood in the rain -

(Can't go back)

Just safe enough not to drown,

 

Calmed by the moon, 

We sang up to the stars. 

 

It's just too cruel. 

I can't remember 

(Can't go back)

how your voice used to sound. 

 

I never got the chance to say 

(glitch)goodbye(/glitch). 

 

I couldn't breath. 

I felt my heart - 

it shattered right in my chest. 

(Can't go back)

I never had the guts to say ... 

 

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. 

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Upon a Twilight feat. Nycto

Shadowed in the stillness of the night,

Wrapped inside the darkness,

waiting for a chance to see the light again.

 

Troubled by the weight inside your soul,

Tortured by your sins,

you're waiting for a chance to win the fight again.

 

And I don't wanna waste your time,

I don't to think that there's something

when I know that you're just waiting to feel right again.

 

And you don't wanna waste my time,

When you know your heart can feel nothing,

You're just waiting for a chance to see the light again.

 

The light again.

(Shadowed in the stillness of the night)

The light again.

(Troubled by the weight inside your soul)

 

The light again.

(Shadowed in the stillness of the night)

 

The light again.

(Troubled by the weight inside your soul)

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

(And I don't wanna waste my time,

I don't to think that there's something

when I know that you're just waiting to feel right again. )

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

(And you don't wanna waste your time,

When you know your heart can feel nothing,

You're just waiting for a chance to see the light again.)

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you to the very end.

 

Can you see the moon light through the storm?

Over howling wind,

it offers you a chance to do what's right again.

 

Searching for redemption like a ghost,

tortured by your past you're hoping for a chance to come to life again.

 

And you don't want to let me down,

you don't want to say that you're stronger when you know that there's a chance you'll lose the fight again.

 

And I don't want to break you down,

I don't want to add to the pressure,

When I only want to help you see the light again,

 

the light again.

 

The light again.

(Can you see the moon light through the storm)

 

The light again.

(Searching for redemption like a ghost)

 

The light again.

(Can you see the moon light through the storm)

 

The light again.

(Searching for redemption like a ghost)

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

(And you don't want to let me down,

you don't want to say that you're stronger when you know that there's a chance you'll lose the fight again.)

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

(And I don't want to break you down,

I don't want to add to the pressure,

When I only want to help you see the light again,

the light again.)

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Shinzou Wo Sasageyo!

We prayed the hell we knew was waiting, wouldn't be so dark and unrelenting,

But the days ahead just left us wishing that tomorrow never came. 

 

Our fate was cruel and gave no warning, the knocking at the door came calling,

Then the days we faced were here to stay and, like a nightmare they began!

 

You who wages war with us each passing day,

Give all that you are, and go destroy the enemy!

Recollect the faces of our past now once again, 

what our eyes - our hearts would say

and run ahead!

 

What can men do in the face of devils with such little strength?

You can't do a thing if you won't let it go, your hope, your dreams, your life, your soul!

 

You heard the call, "Devote your all". Our freedom lies beyond the wall. 

Everything that you've given up, the blood you've shed was for this one moment!

So heed the call, "Devote your all". Our freedom lies beyond the wall. 

The future lies in front of you, shake off your chains and reach ahead! 

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Poison (Jayn Ver)

Featuring: Jayn - Listen Here

I never wanted to play make believe,

I tried to stay within reality.

And from a real young age, 

I learned to cope with pain,

I never was the same.

 

I didn't want you to be superman,

I only wanted you to hold my hand.

I guess I asked too much,

Or wasn't worth enough,

But I kept faith because -

 

You're supposed to love and protect me.

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]

 

You're suppose to love and accept me.

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time, 

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

  

I played my part, you had my heart,

believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,

 
(I did my part

You had my heart

I believed, you'd be there for me)

But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,
(But in your eyes, I couldn't fly)

Why wasn't I good enough? 

Guess I just don't mean much,

it's too late,

to quit this game?

 

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for.

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

  

Should I apologize for giving up?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Of broken promises, 

excessive harsh judgements,

and subtle rejections.

 

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see -

the scars that you've left here,

mutating into fear,

of people getting near.

 

Why didn't you love and accept me?

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]

 

Why couldn't you love and protect me?

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

 

You had a chance,

I took it back.

Why should I let you go free - 

when you can't stop hurting me?

 

(You had a chance,

I took it back

I'm sorry,

But you're the one who chose to leave,

Wish I were strong,

enough to hold ... on,

(Wish I were strong, I could hold on)

 

But the ache grows and grows,

As long as I still can't say 'no', 

So ... you've got to go.

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

I'm not too sensitive,

And I'm not incompetent.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,

No, I'm not incompetent.

No, I'm not too sensitive.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

  

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.    

 

I wish, that things had been different,

But now I just can't leave it all behind.

If I could heal the wounds within, maybe we both could start again,

For now I can't, my heart is cracked, so until then ...

Can't let you in, this is the end.

  

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for. 

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

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(English) Strength

Drying lips are cracked and bleaching, my skin is icing over with the chill of the frozen sun ...

Overflowing tears are tracing, the curve of my cheeks as they fall down ... shining brilliantly with light, 

 

hiding all the things we lack, far too weak to accept them, I just stayed searching in the dark for you...

picking up the pieces left from the pain, tracing our scars with our hands, 

Says more than anything! 

 

holding on to hope within, feel it underneath my skin,

you really think that this is fate?

and I lost the memories of you, everything I held on to

falls into the black, even now, there's no going back, to you.

 

Hesitating as I stumble, thinking back to when I held your gaze... and you smiled at me ...

and even when the light from your soul, devours us until there's nothing left, and both of us just disappear

 

I just can't help wondering if the two of us were strangers would this pain ever have come our way? 

hold me under tattered wings, till the world, bathed in darkness, slips away, into an endless sleep

 

Know that we can never go, 

to the place that we called home

so lose your voice in agony

and the ache I feel inside my bones, for the days we used to know

do you feel alone? As the heat, from your body flows, come back to me!

 

 

Pulling close to everyone, can you feel the loneliness pour from the world, holding out for the light

all the strength you've gathered up, all the power that you sought,

rests in your hands -  so, break me up again! 

 

All the prayers left unsaid, all the hopes that wound up dead

And we can say that this is fate

all the memories I held on to, all I have that's left of you

I'll hold them inside, and I know, as the darkness grows 

even now, 

 

I'll never let go, of you

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(English) Last Regrets

No, I still won't say 

thanks for everything, 

Instead I'll hide my feelings ...

 

So goodbye for now,

Soon the dream must end,

Fading silently into the spotless white again ...

 

Grasping at the shards, 

Falling from the stars,

To pull them close. 

 

So forever more, yes forever more,

I'll hold them ... 

 

I already know,

That the world is cold, 

I must be strong ...

 

So, I'll carry on. 

 

The bright morning 

sun is blinding...

And I feel like my heart is breaking ...

 

Your "goodbye for now",

I just can't accept. 

So I'm glad that we

both are too weak to let this end ... 

 

And now empathy,

Tying like a string 

Connects our hearts. 

 

Blooming like a bud, 

'Til it changes us,

Forever. 

 

And the clouds so near,

Seem to disappear,

Pulled by the wind ... 

 

I won't hear it again ... 

 

No, I still can't say,

thanks for everything

instead I'll hide my feelings 

 

Grasping at the shards, 

Falling from the stars,

To pull them close. 

 

So forever more, yes forever more,

I'll hold them ... 

 

I already know,

That the world is cold, 

I must be strong ...

 

So, I'll carry on. 

 

I won't cry,

No I will not cry,

I still can't cry. 

I won't cry,

No I will not cry,

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(English) Dreamcatcher

Do you see the light ahead?

(Do you see the light ahead?)

Will you face the  night ahead?

(Will you face the night ahead?)

 

So far away, so far away

shining ray, forever so far away

Arising

So far away, so far away

Find a way, forever so far away

Awakening

 

You lift your eyes gazing forward into the dawn, so far away, with hope ringing in your heart,

The canvas stains and the colors all mix as one, 

but even still you shine brightly through the dark. 

 

LONG WAY ... But all you need is a,

NEW DAY ... Chase your dream in a new way, 

'Cause this is your fate, 

So keep on chasing 'til you reach the end! 

 

This night, the stars will set your heart free

Have faith, let the whole world know what you see

So you'll be bound right to your path,

until you're found - not lost - at last,

Keep on running towards it fast as you can.

 

Beyond the night, a miracle is waiting

Believe in the fantasies unfolding, 

So that the future you create,

Still shines with colors that won't fade,

Keep on running towards it, 

never give in, 

a dream beginning

 

The more I try to beat reality

The more I'm losing to the weakness in me (escaping)

I couldn't see where the today would take me

Just waiting for tomorrow to ease the pain

 

The memories that you sealed away long ago, 

You feel their kindness threatening to overflow, 

And as you gaze at these fragments of emotion, 

they overlap and shine with your light again,

 

No matter the steps that brought you, believe that they were not mistakes, 

No matter how deep your sadness, there's always an escape! 

 

This night, the stars will set your heart free

Have faith, let the whole world know what you see  

So memories will reconnect, 

until what's lost is whole again,   

Keep on holding on and never give in! 

 

Beyond the night, a miracle is waiting 

Believe in the fantasies unfolding

So that the dreams you have in sight,

and hold so dear will come to life! 

Keep on running towards it, never look back, 

a dream beginning! 

 

Just keep believing 

A dream beginning

Just keep believing

A dream beginning

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(English) Kyomu Densen

In-between what tomorrow will bring,

and the past that it leaves,

You're caught in loneliness again ... 

 

Now arise, go and open your eyes,

face the dark you despise - 

Don't fear the shadows that lurk in night! 

 

Still like a doll that's crumbling apart,

This coffin that holds me tight,

Awakes me to this stillness ...

 

Frozen my body rises through the dark,

My heart starts to beat inside,

There's comfort in the black, I find.  

 

Can you see me, can you feel my presence near again?

Grasping at your fingers as the coldness settles in? 

 

Blood drips from the claws that now long for the kill,

Won't you frown so I've gotten my fill?  

Burn it all,

Like a game played for fun,

You and I made as one;

Solving a maze to find the end ... 

 

Let us rise,

Through the void we despise,

We'll refuse to abide - 

to the cruel fate that still dooms us to die. 

 

Lurking just beneath - there's another me,

Drowning in a sickly love that still traps her heart so tightly it hurts ...

 

Which one of us is false?

Is it me - or her? 

 

A human's whisper pierces through your core,

Repulsing, as if a scream - that's shredded down to nothing ... 

 

As the corruption spreads to claim my soul, 

The language that intertwines - controls my body, heart and mind. 

 

Won't you lay your hands on me? I want you to be mine.

Even if the world would simply leave us both behind.

 

It's just a game, why don't we let them win?

Simply laugh as the room starts to spin. 

 

Let us fuse,

Interlocked - deep in love,

Taking hold of the brush to paint the dreams we'll bring to life.

 

We will use,

all the blood and the tears staining us through the years,

To find an ending that shatters our fears! 

 

There's another you - hiding somewhere new,

Capable of hurting someone so badly that they're split right in two .... 

 

Even so, what is exactly is sin to you?

 

In-between what tomorrow will bring,

and the past that it leaves,

You're caught in loneliness again ... 

 

Now arise, go and open your eyes,

face the dark you despise - 

Don't fear the shadows that lurk in night! 

 

Burn it all,

Like a game played for fun,

You and I made as one;

Solving a maze to find the end ... 

 

Let us rise,

Through the void we despise,  

We'll refuse to abide - 

to the cruel fate that still dooms us to die. 

 

Since it's just us two,

Shall I tell the truth?

 

Honestly, I want to survive this so badly but I feel it's no use ...

 

But you already know the truth, don't you? 

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(English) Paradoxum-Paradisus

Now let me open this door, don't forget I'll never lose!

Calling for clouds to block the sunlight,

I will fly! 

Aah...!

 

Water drips from red petals, 

The sound rings out still, in the dark ... 

As the echo consumes you to your core, 

You long to be reborn! 

 

Put in place long ago, 

the untouched paradigm

Now it seeks to destroy all you know, could be, and are~! 

 

Now let me open this door, don't forget I'll never lose!

From now on - I will follow my instincts ...

You're wrapped in the loneliness,

From the bond that you've broken ... 

 

Calling for clouds to block the sunlight,

I will fly!

Aah...! 

 

I'll break out --

I'm fighting to the end, 

resisting this cruel maze of   

such fragile sanity,

I'm seeking the beginning!

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(English) yomosugara kimi omou

 

Before I had even been born

it seemed we both knew the consequences of our meeting,

The wounds from the people we meet won't stop us

from loving again.

 

work, love and a wedding to plan for someday

all things that will drive you insane with worry

I know that my problems are mine for solving

[I'm just airing my thoughts] 

YEAH

 

 Darkness only lasts until morning,

When the dawn breaks out over the horizon

Could there really be a future that's bright 

just waiting for us to find it there?

 

 

With an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love shines brighter than the sun - 

and the hope that I feel that our future is real, together

I want to believe in it

 

And see, 

I miss you is admitting defeat, you know

So kick that habit to the curb!

We live in dark times, as long as I am alive, I promise -

I'll say I love you woah yeah yeah

 

Worthless, when I'm feeling alone you know it's

all pain and agony, that's stressing me out 

Adam’s Eve would have felt some relief in knowing

that her love was for real, 

yeah

 

Love, somehow it managed to find me,

when did I become so hopeless and needy?

But the pressure in my chest won't release, 

til I confess everything to you

 

with an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love is all we really need   

While I know love's real, sometimes you still can't feel it moving

But I want to believe in it

 

and see, 

I miss you, just comforts me for a while, 

oh yes, please hurry to my side

the future looks dark, but with you in my heart you know that

I'll say I love you woah 

yeah yeah

 

So until the dawn breaks the sky, I'll hear your   

voice ring through the night, OH YEAH

 

 

ah, we're not alone, everyone feels just the same as us

It's okay to trust,

That we'll laugh, and we'll cry, and it's fine. 

We'll have to learn, step-by-step, who we are in the end, 

But I'm sure that I'm already connected with you, 

and that our love is true! 

 

With an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love shines brighter than the stars - 

and the hope that I feel that our future is real, together

I want to believe in it

 

And see, 

I miss you is admitting defeat, you know

So kick that habit to the curb!

We live in dark times, as long as I am alive, I promise -

I'll say I love you 

woah yeah yeah

 

Before I had even been born

it seemed we both knew the consequences of our meeting,

The wounds from the people we meet won't stop us

from loving again.

 

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(English) Cradle x Infection

Watch Here! 


Hey, you know, I don't like dark places at all. 

I just end up with scars -

And even now this lullaby is

ringing in my ears, it hurts to hear...

 

At some point I started to worry about what they all thought of me,

So I tried to escape the pressure - but it's still escalating,

 

I thought I was winning this war,

but I'm unstable, as you can see,

 

I'm just trapped inside the cat's cradle,

a fantasy ...

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, as though I'm in a cradle.

 

So, indeed, it seems even those scary ghosts ...

Are now the friends I want the most,

There's not a thing that scares me anymore,

You think I care? I don't. 

 

At some point I started to worry about other people I'd see,

So I tried to escape the pressure - but I'd love them too deeply,

 

I wish I could kick all of the things I hate away,

and finally be me,

 

I want to be trapped in the cradle,

playing forever with the cats ... 

 

I know, it must have been so frightening,

Hey don't, you want to keep on dreaming? 

Well, come on, just stay with me - accept the lies,

Until I have finally made you all mine . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, suspended by a cable,

 

Until I have caught you in my cradle . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, as though I'm in a cradle.

 

I know, it must have been so frightening,

Hey don't, you want to keep on dreaming? 

Well, come on, just stay with me - accept the lies,

Until I have finally made you all mine . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, suspended by a cable,

 

Until I have caught you in my cradle . ~ 

 

Aah! 

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(English) Styx Helix [TV-Size]

Oh, please don't let me die,

Waiting for your touch.

No, don't give up on life,

this endless battle.

 

A hidden clock, it starts then stops, 

my life counting down as the sand trickles out,

These feelings I have formed inside, hey ... 

Will they so easily fade away? 

I just want you to know ... 

 

I wish I was there. 

 

Oh, please don't let me die,

Waiting for your touch.

And so I don't lose you, 

I'll find hope to hold onto to,

 

Even if I have to forget who I was   once (and) restart! 

 

No don't give up on life,

this endless dead end,

I hope  that the sadness, 

crushing you in the darkness,

Will not last, 

someday I'll take it away - 

 

For now, I'll see you off.

Unless I pray for a new day,

All I'll do ...

Unless I pray for a new day,

Is lose you ... 

 

 

 

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(English) From Y to Y

You stood and started walking, 

Slowly turning your back on me,

And without a single word, you slipped away. 

 

All these thoughts are forming deep inside,

but all that I can do is cry,

 

"Don't go away,

Oh, won't you stay,

Please ..."

 

I moved and walked away too,

Slowly turning my back on you,

Gotta leave before these tears fall, 

and I'm crying.

 

I pretend I have no need for it,

Don't think that I deserve happiness ... 

Tried to be strong, to carry on,

forgetting our future. 

 

Future.

 

Future.

 

Future.

 

I'll never get it back,

 

I wish,

 

I wish,

 

I wish,

 

... aah.  

 

Now my small one-bedroom feels so huge,

All it's missing is you,

The emptiness just seems to stretch,

I can't shake this feeling. 

 

For a moment I am trapped in time,

Everything's so clear, I realize 

That I only want to be with you.

 

Is this world really so cruel

That I can't even share my only wish with you?

Even if it's a lie, that finally makes you cry,

So that even you can't hide 

the way you feel inside,

 

And I know I've made mistakes,

there are so many sins I wish I could erase,

One of them is that I touched your hand,

But my biggest is trying to -

Just live a happy life with you. 

 

There's a limited amount of time,

and an enclosed space for these memories, 

And as I move, I'm losing you,

To the distance between us. 

 

All the thoughts that you used to have of me,

Are now embedded in your memories,

So I know that with time I'll be erased,

and I'll fade.  

 

Aah! 

 

What now? Can we go - back again someday somehow?

(I wanna go back!)

Please restart - please don't fall apart,

Is this the end?

(Is this the end?)

 

Aah! Ooh! 

  

I'm still sleeping in the bed,

that's far too large for me now that's you've gone and left,

I'm dreaming on my own, still stuck here all alone,

Can these dreams lead me to you - even if they're untrue? 

 

And I know that I've made mistakes,

there are so many sins I wish I could erase,

One of them is that I touched your hand,

But my biggest is trying to -

Just live a happy life with you. 

 

Whoo,

 

And now I'll bare the pain of loneliness 

forever more... 

 

Let me stay within your memory - 

That's all I need. 

 

I hope that we'll meet again someday,

But just for now I'll be here waiting,

To see your hand reach out for mine,

But this isn't our time,

so goodbye.

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(Original) When It Rains

Featuring Cyber Diva: Listen Here

Hey, how long has it been? 

The years passed by, 

without me even noticing.

 

Oh, 

 

We're not children anymore, 

We've both grown up,

But I feel the same. 

 

321 - and then I was yours. 

Like 123, you opened the door,

Just like a little kid, 

you barged your way into my heart ...

 

Drip drip drop - as we watch the rain,

I wonder if you feel the same,

Your hand links with mine as it pours. 

 

Just as autumn turns to winter, 

and the flowers bloom for spring, 

just as springtime turns to summer, 

This life we share keeps changing... 

 

But I will love you even when all the stars burn away ~

 

Just as nightfall turns to daytime,

and the sun breaks through a storm,

I will be here for forever,

And when times get hard I'll still want to be yours 

 

When you fall down, I'll take care of you,

When you're lonely, I'm there for you.  

"I love you", "I love you" won't change.

I'll still always hold your hand when it rains. 

 

 

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(Original) Monster

Featuring Gumi Megpoid: Listen Here

Tell me please - what's the point of this reality?

Seems like I'm only here to please, everyone else.

If I lie, will they think that I am really trying? 

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

 

Happy? Could I be happy? 

Feels like a dream - just won't come true.

 

Tell me please - that you've finally gotten sick of me,

I really never try to be, so insecure ...

This self-hate, lurks beneath this stupid game I play, 

Feels like I rarely get to say, what's on my mind.

 

Happy? Hey, are you happy?

Well, can you teach me? To be like you?

My heart - has been torn apart, 

This world is so dark,

I just feel lost.

 

I never wanted to be this way I swear, oh god, I promise,

I really do try to fight it or to hide it, but inside it,

it just burns it's way through happiness, feels like torture,

I never asked for this,

The monster trapped deep inside of me, 

Feeding off my love and sanity, 

 

No matter how I try to block out the voice that tells me I'm worthless,

I can't seem to conquer to beast, I'm always defeated, left here in pieces,

And there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up, though it's nice that they're still 'here', 

I'm am the only one ... Who can slay this monster,

 

Happy? No, I'm not happy.

Though I desperately wish I could be! 

I just want to be free, why, 

should I have to die - to slay the beast? 

 

If I lie, will the monster keep itself inside?

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

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(English) Sore wa Chiisana Hikari You na

I became the only one,

looking at you,

seeing your past, and your future too,

Your happiness and all of your sadness,

everything ...

 

I always believed that as someone grew older and wiser,

They too would become so much kinder,

but I'm still no different from when I was just a kid,

 

More than anything -

I feel I want to protect you,

Even if I stir within this darkness,

that I know is lurking beyond the horizon,

 

Nestled within this city 

that shielded us from

a freezing, harsh winter snow,

we'd never seen before,

 

I want you to know that you have left your mark,

The deepest scar carved into my heart,

It belongs to you and it ever won't fade,

 

I'll reach out and I'll save,

the sweet song that once made,

you smile ...

 

And bring it back to you ... 

 

Every single clock 

in each room is ticking slightly

off time, 

and the sound reverberates in my mind,

We're all just gears that spin like the lies 

we tell ourselves.

 

All alone I cried and pretended I could be a hero,

So strong and brave thinking I'd save the day, 

But I hesitated as I reached to brush your cheeks,

Fingers trembling ... 

 

I want to destroy you,

the you that's been chained up within the darkness,

hovering between reality and dreams, 

 

My fingers that tried so hard to gently caress you,

begin to curl and to twist, 

Things just can't end like this,

 

And so for my own sake, just for me alone,

I'll hopelessly reach out, though I know,

there's a chance, that I'll never be strong enough,

 

Somewhere off in the night,

there's a faint, shining light,

So won't you please,

lead me there where you'll sing, 

 

Ohh ... 

 

I feel I want to protect you,

And I believe that somewhere there's a place so

bright and warm, 

there's not a doubt left within my heart, 

 

And those lonely nights where pain survived,

and kindness faded, 

feel like so long ago, 

they're buried in the snow,

 

I want you to know that you have left your mark,

The tiny flame you lit in my heart,

It will stay, within me just like a scar,

 

So just smile for me,

please, I want you to sing - 

your voice pierces the night,

like an awakened light,

blooming in the darkness ... so please share your song ... 

 

I became the only one,

looking at you ... just you ... 

 

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(English) RE: RE

I waited for you,

I waited for you,

Without any pause, tomorrow just goes on,

I halted my steps, and turned to look back,

Exchanging this pain with the days that don't end,

 

I've finally learned, my lesson at last,

these memories made will be lost in the past,

I'm feeling it start - the tearing apart, 

So I'll just keep crying all alone, in the depths of my heart,

 

I wanted you to know,

To hold on! These days, won't be here anymore,

I used, to shrug it off, 

but now my list of regrets go on and on ...

 

There were precious times, when we intertwined,

Emotions as one, would never come undone,

And those precious things, they meant everything,

I held them so close

 

But they've vanished like a ghost,

 

I've finally learned, my lesson at last,

Everything will change, as time continues to pass,

 

I'm feeling it start - the tearing apart, 

I bitterly stand up to this day - trying not to suffocate

 

I wanted you to know,

To hold on! These days, won't be here anymore,

I used, to shrug it off, 

but now my list of regrets go on and on ...

 

I waited for you,

I waited for you,

Without any pause, tomorrow just goes on,

Now I've spent today, just tearing away, inflicting these wounds on myself, they're sure to stay ... 

 

Ohh, 

 

It has to be you!  

 

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(Original) Give It Time

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You're not wasting your time,

Seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time. 

 

 

When you're all alone and losing faith,  

When you're in the dark  feeling afraid,

I know it seems like time stands still,

but you'll end up okay

 

I know that there's not much I can do, 

Stuck behind a screen, so far from you, 

But there's a light inside your soul,

And I hope you let it glow.

 

 

Just take a breath,

let it all go,  

and leave the past behind --

 

 Let's move ahead,

towards tomorrow,

These wounds will heal with time.  

 

 

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You didn't waste your time,

It seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and 

I'll help you through, 

give it time.

 

Remember how to smile, 

Someday you'll sort it out, 

Though it may take a little while, 

 

Once the battle ends,

I swear the sun will shine,

Keep aiming for your dreams,

Don't give up the fight. 

 

 

When you feel like you can't catch a break,

Wondering how much more you can take,

Don't try to bear it on your own,

You don't have to be alone. 

 

And I know this song's a bit cliche, 

But you need to hear it anyway,

You're full of promise, don't you know?

I hope you don't let go. 

 

Take a step back, 

gather your thoughts,

and cultivate your plans. 

 

It's a New Year,

A brand new start, 

You've gotta take this chance! 

 

Once upon a time I felt there wasn't a point,

But when I thought my life was through, 

You pulled me out of the dark, that claimed my heart,

I hope you know I'm here for you, too. 

 

 

So, one step at a time,

Let's make peace with our past, 

so we can leave it far behind,

You'll have scars from those wounds,

by them you're not defined, 

Please put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time.  

 

Remember how to laugh ,

Someday you'll sort it out, 

And then those scars won't hurt so bad,

 

When you learn to forgive, 

Either yourself or them,

The happiness will come and you'll finally 'live', 

 

You're the reason that I sing,  

Because of you, I'm still fighting. 

Honestly, you made year,

Because of you, I'll persevere. 

 

You're not alone, I'm always here.  

 

End Choir: 

 

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You're not wasting your time,

Seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time. 

 

Remember how to smile, 

Someday you'll sort it out, 

Though it may take a little while, 

 

When you learn to forgive, 

Either yourself or them,

The happiness will come and you'll finally 'live', 

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(English) Alumina

As the flowing waves of time continue without end, 

There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit, 

Step by step I'll carve these memories into the world,

And I won't ever stop believing ...

 

There was once a dream I had that no one seemed to share,  

So I threw away trivial things and left them there,

These feelings I've kept in my heart, will never be revealed to you.

  

I'm still stuck between reality and the ideal world beyond,

And my feet are bound by shackles, a sacrificial bond, 

All this impulse swelling up now can never be suppressed,

My heart's longing is too strong to give in, so I'll never rest ... 

 

"Pretense", "fear", "vanity" and a silly thing like "grief", 

Will never affect me, I'm not that weak, 

 

I won't be held captive by loneliness you fear, 

See, above all, I'm just a trickster. 

 

Gazing at the buildings up shooting up into the night,

Taking in the stillness of the vast and starry sky, 

"Will I be lost just like the rest?" I wonder, somewhere deep inside ... 

 

The entire town overflows with people filled with lust,  

I won't let them get to me, and I'm the only one I'll trust,

This road winding, twisting, turning, will lead me to the end, 

So I'll reach my hands out wide to accept, whatever comes next ... 

    

Slowly, I close my eyes, and in the sea of consciousness arise, 

I can see, everything, and I know when I'll finally claim the future I've made ... 

 

Being blessed with your own life, just to waste it all away,

and dying somewhere all alone, are really one in the same. 

So I must move forward,  taking the true me in my grasp,

I'll obtain "myself", shining like gem, that no one else has! 

 

Facing the simplicity and piercing straight on through, 

Will transform the lie into something new,

I want to believe in something, so I'll continue, 

it’s just my faith. The absolute truth.

 

As the flowing waves of time continue without end, 

There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit, 

Step by step I'll carve these memories into the world,

And I won't ever stop believing ...

 

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(Original) Notice

Featuring: Gumi Kaito Luka & Yohio - Listen Here 

*Note: These lyrics are complicated because there are so many things being said at once lol. I'll post the lyrics individually in the order of solos.* 

GUMI: 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

And still, he hasn't come ... 

 

No matter how hard I try,

He just seems to pass me by ...

Like a wilted rose in a vase,

I'll be replaced ... 

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

Please notice me, I just want you to stay!

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Ohh!

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

But you still won't just stay.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

YOHIO: 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Give me a chance ... 

 

Yeah, you're way out of my league, 

You shine far brighter than me ...

But if love amounts to something,

I'm all you need. 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am 

So I hope you will fin-ally give me a chance 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Won't you give me a chance ...

 

I know that I don't deserve you ...

But I promise I'll never rest -

I'll keep trying my best!

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

 

LUKA:

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All the cameras and the lights,

I take cuz you're by my side,

without you what's fame really worth?

 

Nothing I'm sure.

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

You're the reason that I breathe,

and without you there's no purpose for me,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you can't see how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart! 

 

KAITO:

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Because ... I know.

 

I just want you to notice.

 

What's the need for all the games?

They're just keeping things the same.

Wish you would just tell me the truth,

So that I can reject you. 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let me know,

So I, can go. 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

Won't you please tame your hearts ... 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Cuz I already know! 

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still you won't tell me , what's been locked in your heart!

 

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Higurashi no Naku Koro ni

Looking behind me, I wonder who's lurking ...?

( Who stands ... in front? )


I raise my hands up, and claw at the darkness ...

( The night ... ripping apart )


Rain drops  falling from above , 

that are tainted  as they run down my face ...

And become red with blood ...


There's no ... where else to go,

It seems that, I can't return anymore ... 


My own fingers stained with red,

tangle up with yours instead,


I'll take you far away,

to an even darker place. 


In the forest with no end,

the cicadas cry again ,


And when the sky goes black,

There's no more turning back ...


People are missing,

They're all disappearing ...


( The flame ... burns blue ... )


And past the darkness, 

it seems that it's endless ...


( And the sun ... won't be shining )


Straining fingers twisting out,

and reflecting back at me through the glass,

the mirror starts to crack  


Hey, I want to play,

Won't you please, lure someone here just for me?


Oni-san, c'mon let's dance, 

Can you hear my hands, that clap? 


No matter how far you run, 

I promise that I'll catch up,


The voice that lingered still,

far along the winding trail,


will have to say good bye 

when the cicadas cry ...


My own fingers stained with red,

tangle up with yours instead,


I'll take you far away,

to an even darker place. 


In the forest with no end,

the cicadas cry again ,


And when the sky goes black,

There's no more turning back ...

Oni-san, c'mon let's dance, 

Can you hear my hands, that clap? 


No matter how far you run, 

I promise that I'll catch up,


The voice that lingered still,

far along the winding trail,


will have to say good bye 

when the cicadas cry ...

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Shangri La

It's been a while since we started this journey

When we met, we promised forever you and me.

Memories seeming vague and fragmented apart.

I can't tear myself away from you.


I would rather drown myself deep inside this most beautiful lie

throw myself away

into this rotting ark

Where I'll sink in the tide


I must see you, but I can't see you

Please Tell me where did you go? 

I don't know the truth, but what can I do?

Should I ask? I don't even know


This requiem it calls from them. 

These birds with their wings torn apart

Echoing in this Shangri la deep in my heart

The water, dripping down ... straight from the restless moon ...

Will never, be able ... to return to you ...

 

During that season then, all that I could do, was laugh about how lovely things were ...

My eyes distracted and glazed, fixated on the fake. 

 

Please don't disappear, please don't forget my dear,

this illusion  flickers in the dark ...

 

I don't know why, but I want to cry,

Instead, I call your name ... 

 

But if my wish, and my warmth within,

will melt away into the dark,

 

I'll sing from my heart ... And send my love, straight on to you ...

 

I must see you, I must see you,

Even if it's all just a dream ...

 

Please hug me tight, hold me close tonight,

Aah, whisper soft to me ... 

 

I'll overcome, this misery,

trapped like a bird that cannot fly

 

I'll spread my wings wide ... 

Towards Shangri-La, far in the sky ...

 

Even if seems, almost like a dream,

I'll hold right onto your hand! 

 

Even though I cry,

From the afterlife, 

Aah, I won't leave your side. 

 

It was 'cuz you of you,

that I could find the truth,

I'm glad we had the chance to meet! 

 

Now, let these feelings ... trapped deep inside, reach you tonight. 

 
Beginning Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snMmRV7oS9Y

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Kuusou Mesorogiwi

ConsentesDei/Juno/Juppiter/Minerva/Apollo/Mars/Ceres

Mercurius/Diana/Bacchus/Vulcanus/Pluto/Vesta/Venus


Crawling from the depths of my sleep ...

My eyes flutter open to see,


The God of Dreams smiles gently as he

casts away souls, he won't hesitate, 

The chains that wrap around 'fate' so tightly,

tangle in knots and it seems they'll break ...


See, the God's have blessed us with this chance,

Our own fantasy program ... 


See, the God's have blessed us with this chance,

Our own fantasy program ...


Hey now, eins zwei drei,

Joined as one, we'll fight!

Hey now, eins zwei drei!

Let's escape death, tonight! 


Reach for the blessing, that you're craving, 

Holding it close you and I fight to win this - SURVIVAL GAME

 

Hey now, eins zwei drei,

Our links become one chain!

Hey now, eins zwei drei!

Let's free ourselves of pain! 


Pray for the blessing, there's no second guessing, 

Reach out to fight - and we will win this - ERASER GAME 


It's like a dark fantasy ...  


Onlookers share their pity,

But we don't need it, we're closer to life and death,

A tiny garden, so close, I can see it, 

Is where I know you will fulfil your promise,

I believe that ... 



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Karinui

Let's reach out and seize, all of these memories ...

And the flowers that grow there within them ...

In the still blooming dark, that clouds up in my heart ... 

I'll place a bud ... 


Somehow I arrive, at a dead end each time ...

And it seems, I'll never escape them ...

So I'll just let it fly, all the sorrow, inside ... into the sky. 


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That remains ... bound, to me ...

All of these thoughts and feelings all come and go

they're only ... dreams ... 


The end of the day ... in shadows, hides away,

I'm alone ... and just want to cry now ...

There's a pain that remains, these black eyes are now stained, 

With trembling fear ...


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That's knitted in the world,

All of these [thoughts and feelings] all come and go

just like the wind ...


I left the long road ... I'm stuck to, all alone,

and I cried ... 


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That remains ... bound, to me ...

All of these thoughts and feelings all come and go

they're only ... dreams ... 

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(Original) Smoke and Mirrors

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen here || Jayn Version Here

I never meant to call you out. 

 I've always seen behind your smoke and mirrors,

Oh, sweetheart, please don't yell at me, 

It really isn't hard to see, the truth that's rotting underneath. 

 

Why weren't you honest from the start?

You know, I've always thought she must have liked you. 

She's just a temptress, don't you know?

She'll say she loves you, even though,

she only wants to steal your soul.

 

I'll save you. 

 

You said you'd always be my friend.

That we'd get married when we both got older,

I'd never heard those words before, 

You made me long for something more,

but then she tried to steal your love.   

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm out of line tonight?

Stop calling her name,

If you play my game, 

She may just make it out alive. 

 

I love you.

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Go on, say you love me,

 

Take my hand in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me tonight,

 

And if you lie,

This poor girl will have to die ...  

 

I'm sorry that I lost my cool.

As you can see here, I've been very busy.

I found her number in your phone,

Asked her to meet me here alone,

so we could talk, just one on one.

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm taking this too far?

All you have to do, is swear that you'll be true,

and I will let her go right now. ~ 

 

Just don't lie.

 

No, I won't fall for this again

I'll always see behind your smoke and mirrors.

I know you love me deep inside,

You're simply caught up in her lie, 

So I will cut you free myself. 

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Please, just say you love me,

 

Take my hands in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me!

 

C'mon, what's the problem? 

Quit your crying, be a man,

Surely, she couldn't mean THAT much,

Let me give you my love,

 

Take my soul, my heart and body,

Yes, I give it all to you,

And if you still won't accept it,

You're gonna regret it,

 

I hate to play these games,

but you're driving me insane,

Won't you tell me that you'll stay,

Now that she's not in the way! 

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Bravely You

The world will fall, to ruin and chaos ...

With no mercy, this we're taught ... 


What was it ... that you heard ... sitting there ... all alone?

I was just ... watching a ... distant dream ... On my own! 


I don't know what I will choose to keep and what I'll throw away now. 

Who am I to try and make a decision like that anyhow?

Anything that I would try and choose has already been chosen. 

I've already asked the gods if they're sure - no mistake about it. 


I wasn't alone then after all,

You were always by my side, as I reached my arms wide for you ...

There's really no need to be afraid ...

Even-if you become a monster someday 

You and I will see this through ...

 

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Courage

My steps were always in the light 

'til the day arrived when they began 

to slowly fade away and out of my complete sight,


Now I'm stranded in this twisted maze 

with no map to guide me through the haze 

But know that I don't have any regrets at all!  


Because my screaming voice ... 

Will be heard above the noise ... 

I'm still on a journey to connect the fated sounds of all the bells 

that will signal the start of this tale - 


The future world that we had envisioned leads me to a place, 

where the sky above is not held down by time's embrace,

No matter how many dreams 

try to overwrite it,

I know there'll always be a light ... 

Ah, on giving for my way! 

 

Leaving behind nothing at all, but the ever-distant hope I know,

there is no healing for the scars that linger here still,


But if there's something I can have, 

just one thing that I take into my grasp,  

then I won't wish for more, it'd be enough for me.


If that new sky that I reach,

Is trapped in a sadness so deep,

Then let me hear the fated sounds of all the bells 

that will signal this final end - 


Gently, slowly the wind wraps - tight just like a warm blanket,

And I know that this - journey will someday come to an end!


The future world that you had envisioned that day way back then,

it still exists somewhere out there, I'm simply sure of it!  


In the light, that still shines bright, 

and accepted me for who I really am inside, 

aah on giving for my way  


Let's just keep on going as far as both of us can run and hold on,

Even if our hands may come undone,


I'm always believing in you and I'll always be waiting,

So please just stay a little longer now for me.  


The future world that we had envisioned leads me to a place, 

where the sky above is not held down by time's embrace, 

Both of our hearts will come apart, and take on their own shape to become more than a miracle,

I know. 

 

The future world that you had envisioned that day way back then,

it still exists somewhere out there, I'm simply sure of it!  


No matter how many dreams 

try to overwrite it,

I know there'll always be a light, shining on me ... 

On giving for my way! 

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Birth of a New Witch

A dream that you didn't want to believe, 

was unveiled to you as a harsh reality,


You were so afraid of believing in it,

that it grew and manifested deep in your heart,


But even with that you stayed foolishly trusting in a wilting, useless, broken down love,

You are only hoping that you are right, and, that I'm really a bad witch,


Aah,

From that dark dream I saw then,

I know a miracle has been stolen --


You know, you can feel it there in your heart, like me,

It's that feeling deep in your soul as both our eyes meet ...


Your dream can't take away from the feelings that still now exist, 

and the desire sown in your words,

Even now I can't believe you're so shy, because I, have already seen your dirty mind,


The miracle you're hoping for won't occur, nor will dreams nor will the search for mountains of gold,

Even though there's nothing left there inside, I can't believe that it still bleeds!


Aah,

Even though I trusted him ... I can't see the day when dawn awakens,

Right now, can't you hear the voice carried by the breeze?

I'm sorry to say, that's the sound of all of our screams! 


Reigning, reigning, the spiral of venus higher than all of the people,

Burning, burning, it flares with the magic burning to a crisp ... What's this?

Fear me, fear me, I'm 'the heartless breaker' all of you and everyone else,

I'll take you, take you, to the end of the world, all while praying still ...


Welcome to the real witches world,

crying your heart for undeniable love,

Wondering where you're searching,

Right now it's the song of a witch,


Aah, 

I know you won't admit it ...

That you have seen her stolen existence!

You know, haven't you broken right down into tears?

That's likely because you and I both share the same fears! 


Ritual Ritual

A witch called infinity blessing you with all her magic,


Moment Moment

You must surrender just fall to your knees, right now!


Pray me Pray me

“The final dreamer” I won't grant [your wish] or his either,


Go away Go away 

Your game is over, go ahead and cry ... 


Why can't you see, your hating me - just repeats,

But your words will not, ever be enough for me!


So what feels right? It should be your smile. 

Mmm, but do you happen to remember, quite why? 


He isn’t surely

a stuffed animal, he's a special friend just for you


I don’t forgive

my unfeeling mother, staring at her now, somehow ...


Feel me Feel me

I wanna meet you, 

Right where your beating heart still lies,


Lonely Lonely

Laugh at your cynic and…

you don't understand ... that's why!


Reigning, reigning, the spiral of venus higher than all of the people,

Burning, burning, it flares with the magic burning to a crisp ... What's this?

Fear me, fear me, I'm 'the heartless breaker' all of you and everyone else,

I'll take you, take you, to the end of the world, all while praying still ...




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Ring of Fortune ( TV-SIZE )

Gather up all of the light inside,

To the far reaches of the sky ...


The memory, of goodbye fills my eyes,

The dream that I am reaching for is still so far away, and so I'll

leave it to a shattered dream and a transparent memory,

to wipe away the tears I cry, and sorrow deep inside,


My outstretched hands they spin like a ferris wheel, to softly cling to what is real,

fragments of dreams that long ... to finally now wake up,


Despite my tear-filled prayers that they'd somehow all ... just go disappear ... 


You sought the voice I needed to find and introduced me,

The hands of time began to tic&toc again as my world fills with new light, colorful and bright,

My plastic heart will shine, with brilliance, [no longer wasting any time]. 


So don't forget, please, keep on remembering me -

Until the day comes when we'll be together again, forever. 


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(Original) To You

I think it's time I tell you how I feel,

so we can figure out if this is real,

If I - could tell you what I am thinking,

would it be too revealing? 

I just don't want to cry. 


How I act and what I feel, 

sometimes seem quite real,

It's as if I have to hide, 

who I really am inside,


And I hate who I've become,

I don't want to be so numb,

But it seems the truth is still just out of reach ... 


I know that things ... have been rocky for a while,

but I still want to sing, 

I still just want to see you smile,

Could you accept this me that's not quite free, 

but is still trying -

to be the one I know  you need ...


The sky ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but could I find away, to reach inside and give you love?

You are the world to me, 

And I want to be ... 

with you, ( with you x2 ) 

just you, and I hope you want me too. 


I never thought that I would find someone,

Who made the world seem like it could be fun, oh,

You brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You made me want to try. 


I'm still not sure why you've stayed,

I keep pushing you away,

All your faith that I can change,

Sometimes seems like a mistake,


But if you keep holding on, I swear I'll try ...


I know that I, have been drowning for a while,

but I still want you close, I only want to see you smile,

And I'm so sorry, love, that I've you down time and time again,

But you'll always be my best friend. 


The sun ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but I'll still find away, to reach inside and give you all my love,

You're the world to me, 


I only want to be ...  

with you, ( with you x2 )

just you. (x3)

 

It's you. (x3)

I love you, 

and I hope you love me too. 


I don't know why fate allowed us to meet,

Could be a joke, cuz you're too good for me,


You've brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You make me want to live.  


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Harmonize Clover

The things we chat about on the way home ... 

are secrets we girls only share when we're alone,

Even when the clock's hand strikes 5 o'clock, 

I bet you and I will still find ways to talk.


A tiny four leaf clover swaying with the breeze, 

slowly falls and lands in front of me,

Hey, you know, I am sure ... 

The weather will clear right up tomorrow! 


This road we walked together side by side,

This place we made our own will be our secret tonight,

Aah, the sky of scattered clouds, seem like they may burn out, they're shining so bright! 


Even though I know that these days will fade, 

they'll lose their light and become memories we made,

Hey, right now I'd like to try my best - to help everyone smile again.  

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(Original) Poison ( Thanks for Nothing )

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen Here

I never wanted to play make believe,

I tried to stay within reality.

And from a real young age, 

I learned to cope with pain,

I never was the same.

 

I didn't want you to be superman,

I only wanted you to hold my hand.

I guess I asked too much,

Or wasn't worth enough,

But I kept faith because -

 

You're supposed to love and protect me.

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]

 

You're suppose to love and accept me.

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time, 

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

  

I played my part, you had my heart,

believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,

 

But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,

Why wasn't I good enough? 

Guess I just don't mean much,

it's too late,

to quit this game?

 

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for.

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

 

Should I apologize for giving up?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Of broken promises, 

excessive harsh judgements,

and subtle rejections.

 

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see -

the scars that you've left here,

mutating into fear,

of people getting near.

 

Why didn't you love and accept me?

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]

 

Why couldn't you love and protect me?

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

 

You had a chance,

I took it back.

Why should I let you go free - 

when you can't stop hurting me?

 

Wish I were strong,

enough to hold ... on,

But the ache grows and grows,

As long as I still can't say 'no', 

So ... you've got to go.

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

I'm not too sensitive,

And I'm not incompetent.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,

No, I'm not incompetent.

No, I'm not too sensitive.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

  

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.    

  

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for. 

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

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Kuchizuke Diamond 

You just laughed off the days that were ordinary, smiling and drawing a rainbow instead,

You and I are just so different,

There's no way that we should have met - how we did - I may never get.


You said you wouldn't cry now,

A secret promise that we made, but the scars don't ever fade,

I think it would make things easier if instead I would,

Tell the truth - I want to always protect you.   


Backed in a corner alone,

And there's no where for me to go,

If you offered me the truth - 

I wouldn't want to know.


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,

I love you ...


These brand new days and the rainbow that you drew don't seem to mix anymore I wonder why?

It's finally stopped raining, 

but even so I'm sitting here waiting now to see some li-ight.


Torn right apart piece by piece,

And there's nothing that I can do,

You could offer it but 

I don't want to hear the truth. 


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,


The memories not captured on film, are burned in my brain [ and they'll always feel real ]

And so the first promise that we made,

Won't end as something we would always just say,


So please don't forget. 


Those [ sad ] expressions you showed to no one but me,

Are still found in your memories,

All of the time that we spent, [ right here ],   

can never be destroyed,


I can't hide it anymore,

And there's nothing that I can do,

You could offer me the words,

but I don't want to hear,

the truth that's already so clear! 


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,


The memories not captured on film, are burned in my brain [ and they'll always feel real ]

And so the first promise that we made,

Won't end as something we would always just say,


So please don't forget. 


You used your tears to draw out a shining rainbow into days, that were grey and ordinary,

I believe in both of us,

I'll just keep quiet of the days that I know are about to come.

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RIGHT LIGHT RISE

Here, right where I stand,

Gazing out at the scenery alone,

And then I feel you take my hand, 

As if that's where our hands belong.


This closeness between both of us that I never knew,

Even though I may bicker and argue with you,

Hey look, in no time at all we're already laughing again,

It's like our lives joined as one overlap ...

And now, we're both growing stronger everyday,

I know that both halfs of our hearts will soon fuse together making one anew,

no longer two ... 


Look, we're a perfect match!

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

We make up for all the things we lack in our clumsy way,


C'mon let's do our best

to be honest, 

This life's a chance that we've been given and 

not even God can make us wait,

It seems that you and I are simply bound as one by fate !


 

And with the edges torn and frayed, 

I guess it's always been this way ...


You were the only one who told me "hey, it's okay,

all the steps that you've taken - they weren't a mistake"

And I use those words you said to guide me though now we're apart,

You're in my heart ...


So, moving step by step,

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

The way we both get down, and then raise our heads again!


So, hey let's do our best

to be honest, 

When both of us have come together then 

not even God can make us stop,

The two of us as one can achieve anything we want!


Raise right 

Lower left 

And both up 

Shake it right to left, 

So more 

Lower right 

Keep left 

And both down 

Let's try it more quickly 


Raise right 

Lower left 

And both up 

Clap your hands 

You are not wrong! 

Both up 

Both down 

And shake right 

More shake left 

Keep both and slow them down 


Both our lives two joined as one overlap ...

And we're both growing stronger now day by day -

I know that both halfs of our hearts will soon fuse together making one anew,

no longer two ... 


Now I'm with you!


Look, we're a perfect match!

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

We make up for all the things we lack in our clumsy way,


C'mon let's do our best

to be honest, 

When both of us have come together then 

not even God can make us stop,

The two of us as one can achieve anything we want!

Anything we want! 



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Only My Railgun

Let go of all the dreams that linger still inside my heart, 

Even the future I've longed for is left behind,

Now I don't care about the walls they've built to keep me down,

It's pointless in the end - the power within will shed it's light upon the feelings that I have inside ...


If all that I can do, is accept the truth, of the past I want to leave behind,

Then, yes right here and now, I will make a vow to just destroy everything.


All the streets and all of the houses fall into night,

Just how long can they defend themselves - how long can they fight?

Despite all the pain, I know I've got to be strong,

And so I will do my best to save everyone ...


Looking the blitz loop this planet to search way,

Only my railgun can shoot it - I'm aiming now!

( Looking blitz loop, I'm gonna shoot 

 Feel it inside ... aah ) 


This premonition that I feel coursing straight through my veins, 

it moves as quick as light I feel it deep down inside -

  

Take hold! If this is what I really want I'll find a way to reach right out and grasp the future in my hands,


(What do I want? I'll take it all ...

I still believe, aah aah )


I still believe in that promise we made back on that day, 

because even these tears, even all this pain, I'll use to fuel the fire inside my heart and find my strength ...

 

 

 

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Seasons Die One After Another

The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray. 

Their cries of death, become the wind, and then blow away,


A man much too sober to, enjoy the city's view,

He wastes away, so pointlessly, looking at the moon.


This life that's slowed down to a stop - a stick in the mud,

With rain that's tainted with a taste of pure alcohol,


With apathy these eyes; they glow in the city lights

I know I haven't done a thing but I still feel guilty ... 


==


It's as though, I'm alone, just living life as a bare shadow,

And by now, I can't be sure, if I'm 'me' anymore. 

 

If I sing out to the rain, will the sun come out again?

I'm nothing but a dried up life, in this busy summer full of light,


==


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,

Even if these steps I make - 

Lead to the last breath I'll take,

A path paved with nightmares and horrible days

the trail I've left behind me,


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!  


==


These days they die out one by one

as time slips away,

and though we try we realize

it's always the same 


The flame that fuels our fragile lives

No, it won't always shine as bright,

Someday the fire, it will expire, 

And leave meaning behind ...

 



Even if, you're unsure, and hate yourself for not doing more,

wondering if you're still you - after all that you've gone through,


If you sing out to the rain - the sun may come out again,

your life is just a rotten dream - so things aren't as bad as they seem!


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,

even If these steps that I make

Lead to the last breath I'll take,

A path paved with nightmares and horrible days

the trail I've left behind me,


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!   


Tired eyes and heavy feet,

dragged along the hot concrete,

I'm frowning at the sun's red rays,

glaring through the sunset's haze 


I'm not sure if I should go -

Should I return to what I know? 

Then I find I'm turning back, 

to face my pain-filled awful past,


That's right! I know that I've got t o fight!

I must try my best to live,

even if there's no purpose,


After all we've been spared,

saved and picked from despair,

We'll leave these fractured memories 

scattered far behind ...


Dear my broken down past ... 

I'm feeling now at last the nostalgia you've left,


Just like those god-awful days and nightmares that never fade,

As close to me as I thought they would always stay,

I realize they're behind me ...


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!  


The seasons bloom now one by one, as they come to life.      


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Yuki no Saku Hana

There is nothing that I need

I just want to be here with me

as i gaze at your face i hear your breathing fade


and you look just like a dream

will you disappear if i dare blink?

keep your eyes on mine 

let our heart's collide


aah the trees tremble and sway

the sky shimmers with snowflakes

in this sea of frozen white you are mine


when the world is too much

in my head in my chest and in the dream that was made for us

and these flowers that can't bloom

nestled together in the snowfall hidden from the sun

i wish i could forget everything at once


to the one whom i adore

you don't have to worry anymore,

i'm sure i'll find my way

this loneliness will fade


somehow i will fill this hole

left here when we parted in the snow

as long as you are mine i'll be alright

 

Hey the snow falls without end

wrapped in white the world glistens

with my fingers grasping yours i'll keep us warm


when the storm finally comes

memories of our past will come right back to me all at once

everything meant so much 

even the goodbyes that were stolen - buried in the ground

i wish those lost precious things of ours were found


i'll always love you

finally my heart is known

i'll always love you

so i will try to be strong

i'll always love you

finally you'll hear those words

i'll always love you,

i hope you understand me now, I'm sure ...


When our time's finally up,

in my head in my chest and in the dream that was made for us,

The flowers gently bloom ... 

nestled together in the snowfall hidden from the sun

The faint light glows, piercing through, 

all the dark around you,

 i wish i could forget everything at once


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Heavenly Blue

The dream that you have in your heart,

is written down like ancient ink to a book - 

a prayer, a chance that you took,


But as you reach out to take hold - of the things you long for,

you're realizing that your dreams have turned to dust,

 

Even so you try to walk a path in the light,

to see a world of beauty, a world you don't have to fight,

And as I walk beside you, I want to see it too. 


The clear blue sky above down to the deep ocean,

paint this world full of colour before they ... fad e away,

Through the night, past the stars,

I wonder just how far,

the gentle - sound of your sweet singing voice can truly reach. 


The light of this deep blue planet,

where the dreams of so many hearts lie,

made us think those dreams could never really die, 


For the sake of what's still to come, for the good of everyone,

we hope we can convey, our feelings well this way ...


Let's turn towards the light, and take off into the sky! 


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Flyers

Whoooa!!


Wading through visions of how

you'd prefer things to be

Keep-stiring-up your fantastic individuality. 


Deleting one more problem that your heart's been

weighed down by -

Just taking it all day by day - yeah - that's the way

I live my life!

 

Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


We're not dead quite yet, 

and this love's just beg-a-a-n


Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies - 


C'mon give it a kick, 

see how high you can take it --


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin',  

Be your own wings and soar,


All I want is to see you in this trance, no more,

Yeah we're still growing up - 

let's move towards the future!


Jeeze, I'm so irritated, 

something weird must be up.

I want something to drown my thoughts and help me get lost,


I keep on feeling worthless and nah it's really not cute, yo,


These inferiority complexes are used to kill my style.


Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


Even all these dumb problems brought on by silly compulsion --

 

Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


Even all the bad times - let's expose them to the light!


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin',  

Yeah, hey imagine that!


You can become the person that you want to be,

So go and take the stage -

The place where you're the lead!


Flyin!


Deep down inside of, 

your forgotten memories 


Plays your heart's metronome 

so listen to the sound and go!! 


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin', 

Be your own wings and soar,


All I want is to see you in this trance, no more,

Yeah we're still growing up - 

let's move towards the future!


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin', 

Yeah, hey imagine that!


You can become the person that you want to be,

So go and take the stage -

The place where you're the lead!


Deep down inside of,

your forgotten memories 


Plays your heart's metronome 

so listen to the sound and go!! 

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Liar Mask

The moon overhead burns up - like it may fall apart,

sinking over the hills into the dawn ... 


With a mask crafted just for me, I draw close to the enemy -

Slaying all those who may believe - Dropping the in them dark. 


Like prey trapped without a prayer - tangled in webs of despair,

My eyes lift up to the light, locking on to the sky. 


And again the tragedy repeats, shrouded with a veil laughs a face ominously,

To protect the things precious to me, 

I'll draw my blade and challenge this dark cruel destiny! 


Choked and smothered by the darkness with a tainted smile, 

I'll release all of the rage that's been trapped deep inside - 

No matter the blood that will  spill and all the tears that flow here still, 

I'll cut through as if offering respects -

Just another day of staining this world red! 


The voice of my aching soul, falling - fleeting just like a ghost,

My ears burn with the screams and cries, they gnaw into my heart!


I know I have the strength inside - I could fight this love if I tried,

And I know I could show my heart - rip this mask right apart!


Black rain falls - pouring down from the skies, 

I stop dead in my tracks and close my heavy eyes,

To protect the things precious to me, 

I'll pull the trigger and challenge this cruel destiny! 


Screaming up to heaven with the voice in my heart,

I'll release all my light without a shred of doubt!

Just how long will my life be treated like a game and tossed around?

I'll reveal the wish inside like I said -

Just another day of staining this world red!


"Beneath a sky coated with lies,

This life was cast down by fate ...

Even if I fight until I lose my mind,

I know a kind, gentle world is JUST out of reach.

By venom, let venom be cleansed!

I'll wear my Liar Mask!!!"


Drowning deep in the sea of revenge, the gears turn and turn until sanity is dead,

To save my soul from it's corruption - 

Risking this life of mine - whether I live or die - I'll race to the final end! 


Choked and smothered by the darkness with a tainted smile, 

I'll release all of the rage that's been trapped deep inside - 

If I can just  make it away from this dark labyrinth of pain, 

I can bear it until revenge is mine ...


I don't care how many times it takes I'll carve these heartbeats in the sky,

I'll release all my light with hope inside my soul!

No matter the blood that will spill and all the tears that flow here still, 

I'll cut through as if offering respects -

Just another day of staining this world red! 

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Positive Thinking

I don't really have any dreams,

I don't really have any hope,

I don't really have any cash,


If I work too much I'm sure that I'll just collapse,


Somehow I don't have any friends,

Somehow I don't have a true love,

Somehow no one's right by my side,


If there were stairs to happiness, maybe I'd climb.


Even when I'm trying, nothing really seems to change that much,

Tomorrow will probably, not be any fun that's just my dumb luck,


With my thoughts drowned in negativity,

I walk right on and pretend,


Tears well up, and in the end,

Negative thinking will win.


Hey, one day, I'll be thinking positive.


Maybe I'm afraid of, really wishing for something I want,

Tomorrow will probably, wash it all away and be really fun! 


With my thoughts drowned in negativity, 

I walk right on and pretend,


Tears well up, and in the end, 

Negative thinking will win.


With my thoughts full of positivity,

I'll break the cycle I'm in,


Can I learn to smile again?

Or will negative thoughts win?


Hey, one day, I'll be thinking positive.


No, today, I'll be thinking positive.


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Seasons Die One After Another

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The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray. 

Their cries of death, become the wind, and then blow away,


A man much too sober to, enjoy the city's view,

He wastes away, so pointlessly, looking at the moon.


It's as though, I'm alone, just living life as a bare shadow,

And by now, I can't be sure, if I'm 'me' anymore. 


If I sing out to the rain, will the sun come out again?

I'm nothing but a dried up life, in this busy summer full of light,


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,


Even through my suffering, even through my heavy grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on! 


The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray.     

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It's The Right Time

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The wise words you once said, still echo in my head,

And they help me to cope.

Steadily, to find me, they flew across the sea, 

and they offered me hope. 

And during the times, I'm lost inside, 

and searching left and right for answers I can't find, 

You warmly reach your hand out to me ...

And you tell me loud and clear, 

the words you know I need to hear, 

"It's the right time,

Let's take a step ahead,

Cuz it's the right time,

No need to be afraid,

Just look, 

we'll be together now through thick and through thin ...

Someday things will be right again ..." 

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Let Me Hear

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You guys do not notice that we

Are gifted just for being

Humans we are, Absolute, Predators, we do not even

Have any enemies, maybe there is an animal, watching us and

Thinking that, "Someday we will beat them down !!" 

Oh I wish we could bury our fingers, with our arms right through our sleeves 

Cuz thats what we are, at no doubt human beings, many small lives 

They were born (give a pray) with the fate (it's afraid), of dying

(thats how the life goes on with you) for someone 

A human baby when will they find out? (life is fighting until the end)

That at a point they are born (here we go!)

Got some more...

I keep calling at you, yeah

Tonari no kimi ka koi kakeru

Kokoro bokura ya isoi ikiru

Kirameku sa, ne?

I didn't ask for this, you see?

Why did it have to be me?

These questions keep ... circling ... 

and my head is such a mess,

Just make it stop!

Cut it off!

I never wanted this at all -

am I still human? 

Or is that part gone?!

The person I was - has been replaced ...

And I'm caught in a haze ...

I keep calling for you, in the dark!!

I know you can see passed this broken, useless heart,

Even if I can't tell you the whole truth,

Look inside - I trust you can find it! 

The colour melts away, the sun departs...

I can't feel a thing, even as my life falls apart,

The monster destroys the world I knew,

Everything but you ... 

I keep calling for you, in the dark!!

I know you can see passed this broken, useless heart,

Even if I can't tell you the whole truth,

Look inside - I trust you can find it! 

I can't bear this numbness on my own,

Desperately, I wish I could feel at all,

Only you, bring back the color, and make my world bright,

I beg you, stay by my side!

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Burenai ai de / With an Unblurred Eye 

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I am just, an AI, from deep within the cyberspace, purely digital.

I am here, just to share, my dreams, my energy, and love, unconditional.

You are just, a human, who won't be swayed by all the waves, of the roaring crowds,

You search, try to find, the true you lurking deep within, deep inside ... 

I wish that I could, just break through the walls ... of LCD just to pull you to me,

But this world of blue, will just have to do ... I'll enjoy these moments with you, 

Let's sing out boys,

Let's dance now girls, 

With all your heart,

Don't the sad times, ( fuu! ) keep you in the dark,

If you have wings, then you can surely fly,

And those who judge, shouldn't be in your life, 

Just take my advice,

Come on stay focused - on making your dreams come true! 

You are just, a human, who's loneliness is very much a reality ...

Feeling scared, and alone, you really feel like you have no where to go ...

I wish that I could, just break through the walls ... of LCD just to pull you to me,

The least I can do, is connect you to ... The others who feel the way you do! 

Let's shout out boys!

Get it on, girls!

Let's have a good time!

Come on, let's all try,

To deepen our ties,

Hey, I believe, in you and send you my love,

To those who judge - no thank you, that's enough! 

Just take my advice,

I hope I'll reach you - and that you feel, all my love! 

"I really hope, you can understand my feelings!"

Let's sing out boys,

Let's dance now girls, 

With all your heart,

Don't the sad times, ( fuu! ) keep you in the dark,

If you have wings, then you can surely fly,

And those who judge, shouldn't be in your life, 

Just take my advice,

Come on stay focused - on making your dreams come true! 

"Ready? Go!" 

I am just, an AI ... Some years have passed, and here I am, still rooting for you,

I'm so glad that you've reached your dreams, and I can finally, feel your warm hand within my own ...

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Taishou A

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As you're buried underneath the ground,

I think back to your gaze.

Your blissful innocence tempting me.

I remember the way. 

Even though I'm sure 

It's never to be,

It's too late now, I know.

But how can I resist,

remembering you though?

Tell me, why do, sins exist at all?

Please, tell me why, are we punished for what we are?

I can't stand to replace,

Your memory with mistakes.

The darkness here, settles in,

and my heart starts to ache.

Nothing's changed around me,

But inside I'm trapped--never free, 

In the end, it all blends,

Melts and fades away …

I go on and try now to forget,

All the times that we shared.

I lock away all those memories,

Try to hide my despair.

At the depths of the crazy love that we had,

I remember it well,

There was so much left undone.

So much I never got to tell...

I wasted time trying to make the pieces fit,

I wasted time, waiting for, this nightmare to end …

Will the world just give in?

Forget punishment, forget sin?

Could we just live, without waste,

Without time, without hate?

But the world just spins on,

Never realizing all it's lost...

In the end,

Nothing changes,

Nothing ever will.

Will I laugh once again?

Can I smile, like it's pretend?

I can't forget all you did,

You were my, only friend.

I keep trying to go on,

To forget that you are now gone.

Destiny...So cruelly...

Taking you away.

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Tokio Funka

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Tokio Funka is a crazy town 

And Tokio Funka never sleeps all night (x3) 

Tokio Funka is crazy town.

In a ... hazy town with deception all around,

There's a dusty cloud that drifts downwards to the ground, 

The young men stand by, blowing smoke out from their pipes,

the purple fumes drift away ...

A vacant look is in their eyes still,

Hey! In this babylon of thieves, where the weak are forgotten,

Everything slows down and out comes all the thugs dirty and 

rotten,

Gambling, corrupt police, it all comes out to play a bit,

streets rumbling with the fighting that - never quite ends,

Traffic scrambles, now the night is really heating up!

Did you have plans - Well I'm gonna have to interrupt.

Don't bother trying to turn back now, cuz it's already too late,

So if you're gonna party just throw caution to the wind! Hey!

It's really useless,

Lust and hate are starting to mix,

I feel the chaos stirring,

Each time you rattle it,

Now are you gonna try and fix this filthy messed up world?

Come on and give it to me,

Here we go!

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation 

closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a 

trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Aah, the festival,

It won't be stopped now by anyone,

Aah, the way the clouds swirl,

Soaring in the sky above is somehow really, really, fun.

Egotists and yes-men walk about here on this brilliant night,

People who can do anything, even when they know that it's not 

right,

Propaganda? What's the point now?

It's all messed up in the end, the prostitutes, don't give a hoot,

They let it all show,

Traffic scrambles, now the night is really starting to heat up!

Did you have plans - Well I'm gonna have to interrupt. 

Don't bother trying to turn back now, cuz it's already too late,

What the world needs more than ever is some justice!

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

How can fragile people get strong, how can they learn to dry

their tears?

Who will rise up and be the one, who protects their bright futures?

Come lift up, your poor broken hearts,

Come lift up, your poor broken hearts!

Tokio Funka is a crazy town 

And Tokio Funka never sleeps all night 

(x3) 

Tokio Funka is crazy town.

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a 

trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

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Trigger

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This world forced me to stand out upon the edge,

the walls were closing in, the line I walked so thin, like a needle ...

I tried so hard to find a way to keep balance, 

and then our fingers brushed, and with that single touch, 

I knew you were here,

Both of us try to fly with these old broken wings that we share,

The only things we have ... 

There's only so much time ( until we die ), 

"So what is it you want to do before your time is up?" 

Though I ask ... You just laugh, beautifully. 

Smiling at me, oh so perfectly ... Oh,

Burning under the sun ( melting away ) ...

We'll weave through the spaces between the-buildings that stand tall,

and then we'll fall, and I will pull the trigger at last ... 

At the very end ... It begins again ... 

And snow will fall and cover every thing ... 

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