Rain Song

Crying and alone, always on your own, your tears fall down and form, a sea of sorrow

Again, you're left alone, your forced to move and grow, the years begin to show, they've taken their toll

I can't hear these things, the rain will drown them out

It washes over me, as I hear the sound

 

You said it would always be us together, this, I'm sure, is what you meant by 'forever"

Guess I'm the only one that still remembers, promises we made, aren't I?

I'll forget the stars that we saw together, and forget our dreams - I won't dare remember,

A future with the ties that still bind us severed, I don't want that now. 

 

It might have been the way, the gift on my birthday, what I had to say, about how I felt

"It doesn't suit me well" I laughed 'cuz I could tell, I'd lose it soon

 

"I looked all through my room", "what more am I to do?"

the rain falls stronger now, as I'm here with you

 

Why were you the one who's with me, I wonder, I know in your eyes I'm only a monster

All I can remember is your face crying, pitiful and hurt, weren't you? 

I'll forget the movies we saw together, and I won't remember your scent forever

moving in with someone else, this is torture, I don't want that now

 

I remember meeting you, shy and sweet and oh so cute

you were hiding by the trees, underneath some fallen leaves

I poked you a couple times, to see if you would come outside

Even in the heavy rain, one more time

 

time will pass away, but me, I'm here to stay

I'll be standing here, crying in the rain

 

even though you know that I really loved you, really though, i'm saying I really loved you

even though I cared nothing for another, you're the one that I'm losing.

why did it have to be just me alone now, why did you leave me here to move on somehow?

I feel like I'm going to go insane somewhere deep inside 

 

freezing to the core the rain is relentless, driving into me, it numbs all my senses

falling on the trees, the rain cries out with me, just like you before all of this

I'll forget that we were ever together, and I will forget that love lasts "forever"

crying all alone without you here with me, I don't want that now

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(English) Aozora no Rhapsody

chu chu yeah! please me! 

chu chu yeah! without you 

 

Ah what is happening? There must have been a big mistake

Why suddenly I'm having t-t-t-trouble now?

Why, how is this happening? Can I run away from everything?

But, here in the craziness, I can feel it coming whimsically.

And I let myself get carried away.

 

That's the way things had began on that day...

 

But now I'll open up the door ahead, I hear them

ringing out with a sound that moves my soul 

"C'mon let's go!"

 

"Anywhere we want"

 

I have the courage to become your wings! And I'll carry you into the light. (please stay with me)

no matter what challenges life has to bring, I'll trust in our magic and fight! (All we can say is congratulations)

With flowers in hand we will see the new world, 

and what wonders it has to behold. (made in society)

with a union so perfect between you and me

 

We're no good with our communication

but no worries, it will be alright as long as 

tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

Chu Chu Yeah, without you.

 

Ahh, why is it happening? Cause I can't be honest with myself!

feeling within my heart chu-chu-chu-chu churning fireballs

 

gears shift and accelerate, racing through the days to what's ahead

don't give up the memories, of the days we had just you and me, let the happiness shine eternally!

 

It's not as if I like to be all alone, 

I just don't want to have to burden anyone

I want to hear the lovely voices ringing, singing, 

calling out with a sound that moves my soul, "c'mon let's go!"

 

"Anywhere we want"

 

Come be with me and I'll fly you away, 

I will carry you across the sky! (Please fly with me)

if our hearts could be closer again one day, 

won't you always remember to smile? (receiving congratulations!)

 

And let me protect you and this world you see, 

with the rhapsody of the Blue Sky (make me rhapsodic)

Let's sing it together for eternity

 

we still can't make a good combination

but no worries, it will be alright as long as 

tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

everything we are, our smallest scars, in the sun become more visible

sharing pain can make them go away, 

they melt with the heat that's generated when you're here with me 

 

keeping the beat now with a new fresh rhythm

put your hands together

dancing together with the boogie rhythm

come on, let's play around

dancing together with the boogie rhythm

just clap your hands with me

party all night now to the boogie rhythm 

 

"anywhere we want"

 

I have the courage to become your wings! And I'll carry you into the light. (please stay with me)

no matter what challenges life has to bring, I will trust in our magic and fight! (All we can say is congratulations)

 

and when I met you the world bloomed for me, 

with flowers across far and wide (made in society)

and with you for just a moment we could truly be ...

 

We're no good with our communication

but no worries, it will be alright

As long as tomorrow you're still by my side!

 

chu chu yeah, please me  

now I can't even breathe.

without you

 

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Shinzou Wo Sasageyo!

We prayed the hell we knew was waiting, wouldn't be so dark and unrelenting,

But the days ahead just left us wishing that tomorrow never came. 

 

Our fate was cruel and gave no warning, the knocking at the door came calling,

Then the days we faced were here to stay and, like a nightmare they began!

 

You who wages war with us each passing day,

Give all that you are, and go destroy the enemy!

Recollect the faces of our past now once again, 

what our eyes - our hearts would say

and run ahead!

 

What can men do in the face of devils with such little strength?

You can't do a thing if you won't let it go, your hope, your dreams, your life, your soul!

 

You heard the call, "Devote your all". Our freedom lies beyond the wall. 

Everything that you've given up, the blood you've shed was for this one moment!

So heed the call, "Devote your all". Our freedom lies beyond the wall. 

The future lies in front of you, shake off your chains and reach ahead! 

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(English) Strength

Drying lips are cracked and bleaching, my skin is icing over with the chill of the frozen sun ...

Overflowing tears are tracing, the curve of my cheeks as they fall down ... shining brilliantly with light, 

 

hiding all the things we lack, far too weak to accept them, I just stayed searching in the dark for you...

picking up the pieces left from the pain, tracing our scars with our hands, 

Says more than anything! 

 

holding on to hope within, feel it underneath my skin,

you really think that this is fate?

and I lost the memories of you, everything I held on to

falls into the black, even now, there's no going back, to you.

 

Hesitating as I stumble, thinking back to when I held your gaze... and you smiled at me ...

and even when the light from your soul, devours us until there's nothing left, and both of us just disappear

 

I just can't help wondering if the two of us were strangers would this pain ever have come our way? 

hold me under tattered wings, till the world, bathed in darkness, slips away, into an endless sleep

 

Know that we can never go, 

to the place that we called home

so lose your voice in agony

and the ache I feel inside my bones, for the days we used to know

do you feel alone? As the heat, from your body flows, come back to me!

 

 

Pulling close to everyone, can you feel the loneliness pour from the world, holding out for the light

all the strength you've gathered up, all the power that you sought,

rests in your hands -  so, break me up again! 

 

All the prayers left unsaid, all the hopes that wound up dead

And we can say that this is fate

all the memories I held on to, all I have that's left of you

I'll hold them inside, and I know, as the darkness grows 

even now, 

 

I'll never let go, of you

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(English) Last Regrets

No, I still won't say 

thanks for everything, 

Instead I'll hide my feelings ...

 

So goodbye for now,

Soon the dream must end,

Fading silently into the spotless white again ...

 

Grasping at the shards, 

Falling from the stars,

To pull them close. 

 

So forever more, yes forever more,

I'll hold them ... 

 

I already know,

That the world is cold, 

I must be strong ...

 

So, I'll carry on. 

 

The bright morning 

sun is blinding...

And I feel like my heart is breaking ...

 

Your "goodbye for now",

I just can't accept. 

So I'm glad that we

both are too weak to let this end ... 

 

And now empathy,

Tying like a string 

Connects our hearts. 

 

Blooming like a bud, 

'Til it changes us,

Forever. 

 

And the clouds so near,

Seem to disappear,

Pulled by the wind ... 

 

I won't hear it again ... 

 

No, I still can't say,

thanks for everything

instead I'll hide my feelings 

 

Grasping at the shards, 

Falling from the stars,

To pull them close. 

 

So forever more, yes forever more,

I'll hold them ... 

 

I already know,

That the world is cold, 

I must be strong ...

 

So, I'll carry on. 

 

I won't cry,

No I will not cry,

I still can't cry. 

I won't cry,

No I will not cry,

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(English) Dreamcatcher

Do you see the light ahead?

(Do you see the light ahead?)

Will you face the  night ahead?

(Will you face the night ahead?)

 

So far away, so far away

shining ray, forever so far away

Arising

So far away, so far away

Find a way, forever so far away

Awakening

 

You lift your eyes gazing forward into the dawn, so far away, with hope ringing in your heart,

The canvas stains and the colors all mix as one, 

but even still you shine brightly through the dark. 

 

LONG WAY ... But all you need is a,

NEW DAY ... Chase your dream in a new way, 

'Cause this is your fate, 

So keep on chasing 'til you reach the end! 

 

This night, the stars will set your heart free

Have faith, let the whole world know what you see

So you'll be bound right to your path,

until you're found - not lost - at last,

Keep on running towards it fast as you can.

 

Beyond the night, a miracle is waiting

Believe in the fantasies unfolding, 

So that the future you create,

Still shines with colors that won't fade,

Keep on running towards it, 

never give in, 

a dream beginning

 

The more I try to beat reality

The more I'm losing to the weakness in me (escaping)

I couldn't see where the today would take me

Just waiting for tomorrow to ease the pain

 

The memories that you sealed away long ago, 

You feel their kindness threatening to overflow, 

And as you gaze at these fragments of emotion, 

they overlap and shine with your light again,

 

No matter the steps that brought you, believe that they were not mistakes, 

No matter how deep your sadness, there's always an escape! 

 

This night, the stars will set your heart free

Have faith, let the whole world know what you see  

So memories will reconnect, 

until what's lost is whole again,   

Keep on holding on and never give in! 

 

Beyond the night, a miracle is waiting 

Believe in the fantasies unfolding

So that the dreams you have in sight,

and hold so dear will come to life! 

Keep on running towards it, never look back, 

a dream beginning! 

 

Just keep believing 

A dream beginning

Just keep believing

A dream beginning

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(English) Kyomu Densen

In-between what tomorrow will bring,

and the past that it leaves,

You're caught in loneliness again ... 

 

Now arise, go and open your eyes,

face the dark you despise - 

Don't fear the shadows that lurk in night! 

 

Still like a doll that's crumbling apart,

This coffin that holds me tight,

Awakes me to this stillness ...

 

Frozen my body rises through the dark,

My heart starts to beat inside,

There's comfort in the black, I find.  

 

Can you see me, can you feel my presence near again?

Grasping at your fingers as the coldness settles in? 

 

Blood drips from the claws that now long for the kill,

Won't you frown so I've gotten my fill?  

Burn it all,

Like a game played for fun,

You and I made as one;

Solving a maze to find the end ... 

 

Let us rise,

Through the void we despise,

We'll refuse to abide - 

to the cruel fate that still dooms us to die. 

 

Lurking just beneath - there's another me,

Drowning in a sickly love that still traps her heart so tightly it hurts ...

 

Which one of us is false?

Is it me - or her? 

 

A human's whisper pierces through your core,

Repulsing, as if a scream - that's shredded down to nothing ... 

 

As the corruption spreads to claim my soul, 

The language that intertwines - controls my body, heart and mind. 

 

Won't you lay your hands on me? I want you to be mine.

Even if the world would simply leave us both behind.

 

It's just a game, why don't we let them win?

Simply laugh as the room starts to spin. 

 

Let us fuse,

Interlocked - deep in love,

Taking hold of the brush to paint the dreams we'll bring to life.

 

We will use,

all the blood and the tears staining us through the years,

To find an ending that shatters our fears! 

 

There's another you - hiding somewhere new,

Capable of hurting someone so badly that they're split right in two .... 

 

Even so, what is exactly is sin to you?

 

In-between what tomorrow will bring,

and the past that it leaves,

You're caught in loneliness again ... 

 

Now arise, go and open your eyes,

face the dark you despise - 

Don't fear the shadows that lurk in night! 

 

Burn it all,

Like a game played for fun,

You and I made as one;

Solving a maze to find the end ... 

 

Let us rise,

Through the void we despise,  

We'll refuse to abide - 

to the cruel fate that still dooms us to die. 

 

Since it's just us two,

Shall I tell the truth?

 

Honestly, I want to survive this so badly but I feel it's no use ...

 

But you already know the truth, don't you? 

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(English) Paradoxum-Paradisus

Now let me open this door, don't forget I'll never lose!

Calling for clouds to block the sunlight,

I will fly! 

Aah...!

 

Water drips from red petals, 

The sound rings out still, in the dark ... 

As the echo consumes you to your core, 

You long to be reborn! 

 

Put in place long ago, 

the untouched paradigm

Now it seeks to destroy all you know, could be, and are~! 

 

Now let me open this door, don't forget I'll never lose!

From now on - I will follow my instincts ...

You're wrapped in the loneliness,

From the bond that you've broken ... 

 

Calling for clouds to block the sunlight,

I will fly!

Aah...! 

 

I'll break out --

I'm fighting to the end, 

resisting this cruel maze of   

such fragile sanity,

I'm seeking the beginning!

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(English) Styx Helix [TV-Size]

Oh, please don't let me die,

Waiting for your touch.

No, don't give up on life,

this endless battle.

 

A hidden clock, it starts then stops, 

my life counting down as the sand trickles out,

These feelings I have formed inside, hey ... 

Will they so easily fade away? 

I just want you to know ... 

 

I wish I was there. 

 

Oh, please don't let me die,

Waiting for your touch.

And so I don't lose you, 

I'll find hope to hold onto to,

 

Even if I have to forget who I was   once (and) restart! 

 

No don't give up on life,

this endless dead end,

I hope  that the sadness, 

crushing you in the darkness,

Will not last, 

someday I'll take it away - 

 

For now, I'll see you off.

Unless I pray for a new day,

All I'll do ...

Unless I pray for a new day,

Is lose you ... 

 

 

 

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(English) Sore wa Chiisana Hikari You na

I became the only one,

looking at you,

seeing your past, and your future too,

Your happiness and all of your sadness,

everything ...

 

I always believed that as someone grew older and wiser,

They too would become so much kinder,

but I'm still no different from when I was just a kid,

 

More than anything -

I feel I want to protect you,

Even if I stir within this darkness,

that I know is lurking beyond the horizon,

 

Nestled within this city 

that shielded us from

a freezing, harsh winter snow,

we'd never seen before,

 

I want you to know that you have left your mark,

The deepest scar carved into my heart,

It belongs to you and it ever won't fade,

 

I'll reach out and I'll save,

the sweet song that once made,

you smile ...

 

And bring it back to you ... 

 

Every single clock 

in each room is ticking slightly

off time, 

and the sound reverberates in my mind,

We're all just gears that spin like the lies 

we tell ourselves.

 

All alone I cried and pretended I could be a hero,

So strong and brave thinking I'd save the day, 

But I hesitated as I reached to brush your cheeks,

Fingers trembling ... 

 

I want to destroy you,

the you that's been chained up within the darkness,

hovering between reality and dreams, 

 

My fingers that tried so hard to gently caress you,

begin to curl and to twist, 

Things just can't end like this,

 

And so for my own sake, just for me alone,

I'll hopelessly reach out, though I know,

there's a chance, that I'll never be strong enough,

 

Somewhere off in the night,

there's a faint, shining light,

So won't you please,

lead me there where you'll sing, 

 

Ohh ... 

 

I feel I want to protect you,

And I believe that somewhere there's a place so

bright and warm, 

there's not a doubt left within my heart, 

 

And those lonely nights where pain survived,

and kindness faded, 

feel like so long ago, 

they're buried in the snow,

 

I want you to know that you have left your mark,

The tiny flame you lit in my heart,

It will stay, within me just like a scar,

 

So just smile for me,

please, I want you to sing - 

your voice pierces the night,

like an awakened light,

blooming in the darkness ... so please share your song ... 

 

I became the only one,

looking at you ... just you ... 

 

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(English) Alumina

As the flowing waves of time continue without end, 

There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit, 

Step by step I'll carve these memories into the world,

And I won't ever stop believing ...

 

There was once a dream I had that no one seemed to share,  

So I threw away trivial things and left them there,

These feelings I've kept in my heart, will never be revealed to you.

  

I'm still stuck between reality and the ideal world beyond,

And my feet are bound by shackles, a sacrificial bond, 

All this impulse swelling up now can never be suppressed,

My heart's longing is too strong to give in, so I'll never rest ... 

 

"Pretense", "fear", "vanity" and a silly thing like "grief", 

Will never affect me, I'm not that weak, 

 

I won't be held captive by loneliness you fear, 

See, above all, I'm just a trickster. 

 

Gazing at the buildings up shooting up into the night,

Taking in the stillness of the vast and starry sky, 

"Will I be lost just like the rest?" I wonder, somewhere deep inside ... 

 

The entire town overflows with people filled with lust,  

I won't let them get to me, and I'm the only one I'll trust,

This road winding, twisting, turning, will lead me to the end, 

So I'll reach my hands out wide to accept, whatever comes next ... 

    

Slowly, I close my eyes, and in the sea of consciousness arise, 

I can see, everything, and I know when I'll finally claim the future I've made ... 

 

Being blessed with your own life, just to waste it all away,

and dying somewhere all alone, are really one in the same. 

So I must move forward,  taking the true me in my grasp,

I'll obtain "myself", shining like gem, that no one else has! 

 

Facing the simplicity and piercing straight on through, 

Will transform the lie into something new,

I want to believe in something, so I'll continue, 

it’s just my faith. The absolute truth.

 

As the flowing waves of time continue without end, 

There's a light that glimmers, just for a bit, 

Step by step I'll carve these memories into the world,

And I won't ever stop believing ...

 

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Shangri La

It's been a while since we started this journey

When we met, we promised forever you and me.

Memories seeming vague and fragmented apart.

I can't tear myself away from you.


I would rather drown myself deep inside this most beautiful lie

throw myself away

into this rotting ark

Where I'll sink in the tide


I must see you, but I can't see you

Please Tell me where did you go? 

I don't know the truth, but what can I do?

Should I ask? I don't even know


This requiem it calls from them. 

These birds with their wings torn apart

Echoing in this Shangri la deep in my heart

The water, dripping down ... straight from the restless moon ...

Will never, be able ... to return to you ...

 

During that season then, all that I could do, was laugh about how lovely things were ...

My eyes distracted and glazed, fixated on the fake. 

 

Please don't disappear, please don't forget my dear,

this illusion  flickers in the dark ...

 

I don't know why, but I want to cry,

Instead, I call your name ... 

 

But if my wish, and my warmth within,

will melt away into the dark,

 

I'll sing from my heart ... And send my love, straight on to you ...

 

I must see you, I must see you,

Even if it's all just a dream ...

 

Please hug me tight, hold me close tonight,

Aah, whisper soft to me ... 

 

I'll overcome, this misery,

trapped like a bird that cannot fly

 

I'll spread my wings wide ... 

Towards Shangri-La, far in the sky ...

 

Even if seems, almost like a dream,

I'll hold right onto your hand! 

 

Even though I cry,

From the afterlife, 

Aah, I won't leave your side. 

 

It was 'cuz you of you,

that I could find the truth,

I'm glad we had the chance to meet! 

 

Now, let these feelings ... trapped deep inside, reach you tonight. 

 
Beginning Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snMmRV7oS9Y

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Kuusou Mesorogiwi

ConsentesDei/Juno/Juppiter/Minerva/Apollo/Mars/Ceres

Mercurius/Diana/Bacchus/Vulcanus/Pluto/Vesta/Venus


Crawling from the depths of my sleep ...

My eyes flutter open to see,


The God of Dreams smiles gently as he

casts away souls, he won't hesitate, 

The chains that wrap around 'fate' so tightly,

tangle in knots and it seems they'll break ...


See, the God's have blessed us with this chance,

Our own fantasy program ... 


See, the God's have blessed us with this chance,

Our own fantasy program ...


Hey now, eins zwei drei,

Joined as one, we'll fight!

Hey now, eins zwei drei!

Let's escape death, tonight! 


Reach for the blessing, that you're craving, 

Holding it close you and I fight to win this - SURVIVAL GAME

 

Hey now, eins zwei drei,

Our links become one chain!

Hey now, eins zwei drei!

Let's free ourselves of pain! 


Pray for the blessing, there's no second guessing, 

Reach out to fight - and we will win this - ERASER GAME 


It's like a dark fantasy ...  


Onlookers share their pity,

But we don't need it, we're closer to life and death,

A tiny garden, so close, I can see it, 

Is where I know you will fulfil your promise,

I believe that ... 



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Karinui

Let's reach out and seize, all of these memories ...

And the flowers that grow there within them ...

In the still blooming dark, that clouds up in my heart ... 

I'll place a bud ... 


Somehow I arrive, at a dead end each time ...

And it seems, I'll never escape them ...

So I'll just let it fly, all the sorrow, inside ... into the sky. 


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That remains ... bound, to me ...

All of these thoughts and feelings all come and go

they're only ... dreams ... 


The end of the day ... in shadows, hides away,

I'm alone ... and just want to cry now ...

There's a pain that remains, these black eyes are now stained, 

With trembling fear ...


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That's knitted in the world,

All of these [thoughts and feelings] all come and go

just like the wind ...


I left the long road ... I'm stuck to, all alone,

and I cried ... 


This is the marinating, eternity ...

That remains ... bound, to me ...

All of these thoughts and feelings all come and go

they're only ... dreams ... 

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Bravely You

The world will fall, to ruin and chaos ...

With no mercy, this we're taught ... 


What was it ... that you heard ... sitting there ... all alone?

I was just ... watching a ... distant dream ... On my own! 


I don't know what I will choose to keep and what I'll throw away now. 

Who am I to try and make a decision like that anyhow?

Anything that I would try and choose has already been chosen. 

I've already asked the gods if they're sure - no mistake about it. 


I wasn't alone then after all,

You were always by my side, as I reached my arms wide for you ...

There's really no need to be afraid ...

Even-if you become a monster someday 

You and I will see this through ...

 

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Courage

My steps were always in the light 

'til the day arrived when they began 

to slowly fade away and out of my complete sight,


Now I'm stranded in this twisted maze 

with no map to guide me through the haze 

But know that I don't have any regrets at all!  


Because my screaming voice ... 

Will be heard above the noise ... 

I'm still on a journey to connect the fated sounds of all the bells 

that will signal the start of this tale - 


The future world that we had envisioned leads me to a place, 

where the sky above is not held down by time's embrace,

No matter how many dreams 

try to overwrite it,

I know there'll always be a light ... 

Ah, on giving for my way! 

 

Leaving behind nothing at all, but the ever-distant hope I know,

there is no healing for the scars that linger here still,


But if there's something I can have, 

just one thing that I take into my grasp,  

then I won't wish for more, it'd be enough for me.


If that new sky that I reach,

Is trapped in a sadness so deep,

Then let me hear the fated sounds of all the bells 

that will signal this final end - 


Gently, slowly the wind wraps - tight just like a warm blanket,

And I know that this - journey will someday come to an end!


The future world that you had envisioned that day way back then,

it still exists somewhere out there, I'm simply sure of it!  


In the light, that still shines bright, 

and accepted me for who I really am inside, 

aah on giving for my way  


Let's just keep on going as far as both of us can run and hold on,

Even if our hands may come undone,


I'm always believing in you and I'll always be waiting,

So please just stay a little longer now for me.  


The future world that we had envisioned leads me to a place, 

where the sky above is not held down by time's embrace, 

Both of our hearts will come apart, and take on their own shape to become more than a miracle,

I know. 

 

The future world that you had envisioned that day way back then,

it still exists somewhere out there, I'm simply sure of it!  


No matter how many dreams 

try to overwrite it,

I know there'll always be a light, shining on me ... 

On giving for my way! 

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Birth of a New Witch

A dream that you didn't want to believe, 

was unveiled to you as a harsh reality,


You were so afraid of believing in it,

that it grew and manifested deep in your heart,


But even with that you stayed foolishly trusting in a wilting, useless, broken down love,

You are only hoping that you are right, and, that I'm really a bad witch,


Aah,

From that dark dream I saw then,

I know a miracle has been stolen --


You know, you can feel it there in your heart, like me,

It's that feeling deep in your soul as both our eyes meet ...


Your dream can't take away from the feelings that still now exist, 

and the desire sown in your words,

Even now I can't believe you're so shy, because I, have already seen your dirty mind,


The miracle you're hoping for won't occur, nor will dreams nor will the search for mountains of gold,

Even though there's nothing left there inside, I can't believe that it still bleeds!


Aah,

Even though I trusted him ... I can't see the day when dawn awakens,

Right now, can't you hear the voice carried by the breeze?

I'm sorry to say, that's the sound of all of our screams! 


Reigning, reigning, the spiral of venus higher than all of the people,

Burning, burning, it flares with the magic burning to a crisp ... What's this?

Fear me, fear me, I'm 'the heartless breaker' all of you and everyone else,

I'll take you, take you, to the end of the world, all while praying still ...


Welcome to the real witches world,

crying your heart for undeniable love,

Wondering where you're searching,

Right now it's the song of a witch,


Aah, 

I know you won't admit it ...

That you have seen her stolen existence!

You know, haven't you broken right down into tears?

That's likely because you and I both share the same fears! 


Ritual Ritual

A witch called infinity blessing you with all her magic,


Moment Moment

You must surrender just fall to your knees, right now!


Pray me Pray me

“The final dreamer” I won't grant [your wish] or his either,


Go away Go away 

Your game is over, go ahead and cry ... 


Why can't you see, your hating me - just repeats,

But your words will not, ever be enough for me!


So what feels right? It should be your smile. 

Mmm, but do you happen to remember, quite why? 


He isn’t surely

a stuffed animal, he's a special friend just for you


I don’t forgive

my unfeeling mother, staring at her now, somehow ...


Feel me Feel me

I wanna meet you, 

Right where your beating heart still lies,


Lonely Lonely

Laugh at your cynic and…

you don't understand ... that's why!


Reigning, reigning, the spiral of venus higher than all of the people,

Burning, burning, it flares with the magic burning to a crisp ... What's this?

Fear me, fear me, I'm 'the heartless breaker' all of you and everyone else,

I'll take you, take you, to the end of the world, all while praying still ...




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Ring of Fortune ( TV-SIZE )

Gather up all of the light inside,

To the far reaches of the sky ...


The memory, of goodbye fills my eyes,

The dream that I am reaching for is still so far away, and so I'll

leave it to a shattered dream and a transparent memory,

to wipe away the tears I cry, and sorrow deep inside,


My outstretched hands they spin like a ferris wheel, to softly cling to what is real,

fragments of dreams that long ... to finally now wake up,


Despite my tear-filled prayers that they'd somehow all ... just go disappear ... 


You sought the voice I needed to find and introduced me,

The hands of time began to tic&toc again as my world fills with new light, colorful and bright,

My plastic heart will shine, with brilliance, [no longer wasting any time]. 


So don't forget, please, keep on remembering me -

Until the day comes when we'll be together again, forever. 


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Harmonize Clover

The things we chat about on the way home ... 

are secrets we girls only share when we're alone,

Even when the clock's hand strikes 5 o'clock, 

I bet you and I will still find ways to talk.


A tiny four leaf clover swaying with the breeze, 

slowly falls and lands in front of me,

Hey, you know, I am sure ... 

The weather will clear right up tomorrow! 


This road we walked together side by side,

This place we made our own will be our secret tonight,

Aah, the sky of scattered clouds, seem like they may burn out, they're shining so bright! 


Even though I know that these days will fade, 

they'll lose their light and become memories we made,

Hey, right now I'd like to try my best - to help everyone smile again.  

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Kuchizuke Diamond 

You just laughed off the days that were ordinary, smiling and drawing a rainbow instead,

You and I are just so different,

There's no way that we should have met - how we did - I may never get.


You said you wouldn't cry now,

A secret promise that we made, but the scars don't ever fade,

I think it would make things easier if instead I would,

Tell the truth - I want to always protect you.   


Backed in a corner alone,

And there's no where for me to go,

If you offered me the truth - 

I wouldn't want to know.


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,

I love you ...


These brand new days and the rainbow that you drew don't seem to mix anymore I wonder why?

It's finally stopped raining, 

but even so I'm sitting here waiting now to see some li-ight.


Torn right apart piece by piece,

And there's nothing that I can do,

You could offer it but 

I don't want to hear the truth. 


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,


The memories not captured on film, are burned in my brain [ and they'll always feel real ]

And so the first promise that we made,

Won't end as something we would always just say,


So please don't forget. 


Those [ sad ] expressions you showed to no one but me,

Are still found in your memories,

All of the time that we spent, [ right here ],   

can never be destroyed,


I can't hide it anymore,

And there's nothing that I can do,

You could offer me the words,

but I don't want to hear,

the truth that's already so clear! 


I'll kiss you and - place a diamond right onto your finger so you won't forget. 

And I'll always - remember that day,

and the first promise - you and I both made,


The memories not captured on film, are burned in my brain [ and they'll always feel real ]

And so the first promise that we made,

Won't end as something we would always just say,


So please don't forget. 


You used your tears to draw out a shining rainbow into days, that were grey and ordinary,

I believe in both of us,

I'll just keep quiet of the days that I know are about to come.

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RIGHT LIGHT RISE

Here, right where I stand,

Gazing out at the scenery alone,

And then I feel you take my hand, 

As if that's where our hands belong.


This closeness between both of us that I never knew,

Even though I may bicker and argue with you,

Hey look, in no time at all we're already laughing again,

It's like our lives joined as one overlap ...

And now, we're both growing stronger everyday,

I know that both halfs of our hearts will soon fuse together making one anew,

no longer two ... 


Look, we're a perfect match!

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

We make up for all the things we lack in our clumsy way,


C'mon let's do our best

to be honest, 

This life's a chance that we've been given and 

not even God can make us wait,

It seems that you and I are simply bound as one by fate !


 

And with the edges torn and frayed, 

I guess it's always been this way ...


You were the only one who told me "hey, it's okay,

all the steps that you've taken - they weren't a mistake"

And I use those words you said to guide me though now we're apart,

You're in my heart ...


So, moving step by step,

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

The way we both get down, and then raise our heads again!


So, hey let's do our best

to be honest, 

When both of us have come together then 

not even God can make us stop,

The two of us as one can achieve anything we want!


Raise right 

Lower left 

And both up 

Shake it right to left, 

So more 

Lower right 

Keep left 

And both down 

Let's try it more quickly 


Raise right 

Lower left 

And both up 

Clap your hands 

You are not wrong! 

Both up 

Both down 

And shake right 

More shake left 

Keep both and slow them down 


Both our lives two joined as one overlap ...

And we're both growing stronger now day by day -

I know that both halfs of our hearts will soon fuse together making one anew,

no longer two ... 


Now I'm with you!


Look, we're a perfect match!

Let's do our best 

to grow and live -

Because, we really fit - both you and I are now the same,

We make up for all the things we lack in our clumsy way,


C'mon let's do our best

to be honest, 

When both of us have come together then 

not even God can make us stop,

The two of us as one can achieve anything we want!

Anything we want! 



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Only My Railgun

Let go of all the dreams that linger still inside my heart, 

Even the future I've longed for is left behind,

Now I don't care about the walls they've built to keep me down,

It's pointless in the end - the power within will shed it's light upon the feelings that I have inside ...


If all that I can do, is accept the truth, of the past I want to leave behind,

Then, yes right here and now, I will make a vow to just destroy everything.


All the streets and all of the houses fall into night,

Just how long can they defend themselves - how long can they fight?

Despite all the pain, I know I've got to be strong,

And so I will do my best to save everyone ...


Looking the blitz loop this planet to search way,

Only my railgun can shoot it - I'm aiming now!

( Looking blitz loop, I'm gonna shoot 

 Feel it inside ... aah ) 


This premonition that I feel coursing straight through my veins, 

it moves as quick as light I feel it deep down inside -

  

Take hold! If this is what I really want I'll find a way to reach right out and grasp the future in my hands,


(What do I want? I'll take it all ...

I still believe, aah aah )


I still believe in that promise we made back on that day, 

because even these tears, even all this pain, I'll use to fuel the fire inside my heart and find my strength ...

 

 

 

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Seasons Die One After Another

The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray. 

Their cries of death, become the wind, and then blow away,


A man much too sober to, enjoy the city's view,

He wastes away, so pointlessly, looking at the moon.


This life that's slowed down to a stop - a stick in the mud,

With rain that's tainted with a taste of pure alcohol,


With apathy these eyes; they glow in the city lights

I know I haven't done a thing but I still feel guilty ... 


==


It's as though, I'm alone, just living life as a bare shadow,

And by now, I can't be sure, if I'm 'me' anymore. 

 

If I sing out to the rain, will the sun come out again?

I'm nothing but a dried up life, in this busy summer full of light,


==


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,

Even if these steps I make - 

Lead to the last breath I'll take,

A path paved with nightmares and horrible days

the trail I've left behind me,


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!  


==


These days they die out one by one

as time slips away,

and though we try we realize

it's always the same 


The flame that fuels our fragile lives

No, it won't always shine as bright,

Someday the fire, it will expire, 

And leave meaning behind ...

 



Even if, you're unsure, and hate yourself for not doing more,

wondering if you're still you - after all that you've gone through,


If you sing out to the rain - the sun may come out again,

your life is just a rotten dream - so things aren't as bad as they seem!


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,

even If these steps that I make

Lead to the last breath I'll take,

A path paved with nightmares and horrible days

the trail I've left behind me,


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!   


Tired eyes and heavy feet,

dragged along the hot concrete,

I'm frowning at the sun's red rays,

glaring through the sunset's haze 


I'm not sure if I should go -

Should I return to what I know? 

Then I find I'm turning back, 

to face my pain-filled awful past,


That's right! I know that I've got t o fight!

I must try my best to live,

even if there's no purpose,


After all we've been spared,

saved and picked from despair,

We'll leave these fractured memories 

scattered far behind ...


Dear my broken down past ... 

I'm feeling now at last the nostalgia you've left,


Just like those god-awful days and nightmares that never fade,

As close to me as I thought they would always stay,

I realize they're behind me ...


Someday these flowers will bloom,

and they'll float down to you - wiping this life anew,

Even through my suffering, even through my endless grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on!  


The seasons bloom now one by one, as they come to life.      


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Yuki no Saku Hana

There is nothing that I need

I just want to be here with me

as i gaze at your face i hear your breathing fade


and you look just like a dream

will you disappear if i dare blink?

keep your eyes on mine 

let our heart's collide


aah the trees tremble and sway

the sky shimmers with snowflakes

in this sea of frozen white you are mine


when the world is too much

in my head in my chest and in the dream that was made for us

and these flowers that can't bloom

nestled together in the snowfall hidden from the sun

i wish i could forget everything at once


to the one whom i adore

you don't have to worry anymore,

i'm sure i'll find my way

this loneliness will fade


somehow i will fill this hole

left here when we parted in the snow

as long as you are mine i'll be alright

 

Hey the snow falls without end

wrapped in white the world glistens

with my fingers grasping yours i'll keep us warm


when the storm finally comes

memories of our past will come right back to me all at once

everything meant so much 

even the goodbyes that were stolen - buried in the ground

i wish those lost precious things of ours were found


i'll always love you

finally my heart is known

i'll always love you

so i will try to be strong

i'll always love you

finally you'll hear those words

i'll always love you,

i hope you understand me now, I'm sure ...


When our time's finally up,

in my head in my chest and in the dream that was made for us,

The flowers gently bloom ... 

nestled together in the snowfall hidden from the sun

The faint light glows, piercing through, 

all the dark around you,

 i wish i could forget everything at once


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Heavenly Blue

The dream that you have in your heart,

is written down like ancient ink to a book - 

a prayer, a chance that you took,


But as you reach out to take hold - of the things you long for,

you're realizing that your dreams have turned to dust,

 

Even so you try to walk a path in the light,

to see a world of beauty, a world you don't have to fight,

And as I walk beside you, I want to see it too. 


The clear blue sky above down to the deep ocean,

paint this world full of colour before they ... fad e away,

Through the night, past the stars,

I wonder just how far,

the gentle - sound of your sweet singing voice can truly reach. 


The light of this deep blue planet,

where the dreams of so many hearts lie,

made us think those dreams could never really die, 


For the sake of what's still to come, for the good of everyone,

we hope we can convey, our feelings well this way ...


Let's turn towards the light, and take off into the sky! 


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Flyers

Whoooa!!


Wading through visions of how

you'd prefer things to be

Keep-stiring-up your fantastic individuality. 


Deleting one more problem that your heart's been

weighed down by -

Just taking it all day by day - yeah - that's the way

I live my life!

 

Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


We're not dead quite yet, 

and this love's just beg-a-a-n


Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies - 


C'mon give it a kick, 

see how high you can take it --


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin',  

Be your own wings and soar,


All I want is to see you in this trance, no more,

Yeah we're still growing up - 

let's move towards the future!


Jeeze, I'm so irritated, 

something weird must be up.

I want something to drown my thoughts and help me get lost,


I keep on feeling worthless and nah it's really not cute, yo,


These inferiority complexes are used to kill my style.


Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


Even all these dumb problems brought on by silly compulsion --

 

Boom boom boom, dancing through the skies -


Even all the bad times - let's expose them to the light!


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin',  

Yeah, hey imagine that!


You can become the person that you want to be,

So go and take the stage -

The place where you're the lead!


Flyin!


Deep down inside of, 

your forgotten memories 


Plays your heart's metronome 

so listen to the sound and go!! 


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin', 

Be your own wings and soar,


All I want is to see you in this trance, no more,

Yeah we're still growing up - 

let's move towards the future!


Everybody put your hands up, 

now we're flyin', 

Yeah, hey imagine that!


You can become the person that you want to be,

So go and take the stage -

The place where you're the lead!


Deep down inside of,

your forgotten memories 


Plays your heart's metronome 

so listen to the sound and go!! 

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Liar Mask

The moon overhead burns up - like it may fall apart,

sinking over the hills into the dawn ... 


With a mask crafted just for me, I draw close to the enemy -

Slaying all those who may believe - Dropping the in them dark. 


Like prey trapped without a prayer - tangled in webs of despair,

My eyes lift up to the light, locking on to the sky. 


And again the tragedy repeats, shrouded with a veil laughs a face ominously,

To protect the things precious to me, 

I'll draw my blade and challenge this dark cruel destiny! 


Choked and smothered by the darkness with a tainted smile, 

I'll release all of the rage that's been trapped deep inside - 

No matter the blood that will  spill and all the tears that flow here still, 

I'll cut through as if offering respects -

Just another day of staining this world red! 


The voice of my aching soul, falling - fleeting just like a ghost,

My ears burn with the screams and cries, they gnaw into my heart!


I know I have the strength inside - I could fight this love if I tried,

And I know I could show my heart - rip this mask right apart!


Black rain falls - pouring down from the skies, 

I stop dead in my tracks and close my heavy eyes,

To protect the things precious to me, 

I'll pull the trigger and challenge this cruel destiny! 


Screaming up to heaven with the voice in my heart,

I'll release all my light without a shred of doubt!

Just how long will my life be treated like a game and tossed around?

I'll reveal the wish inside like I said -

Just another day of staining this world red!


"Beneath a sky coated with lies,

This life was cast down by fate ...

Even if I fight until I lose my mind,

I know a kind, gentle world is JUST out of reach.

By venom, let venom be cleansed!

I'll wear my Liar Mask!!!"


Drowning deep in the sea of revenge, the gears turn and turn until sanity is dead,

To save my soul from it's corruption - 

Risking this life of mine - whether I live or die - I'll race to the final end! 


Choked and smothered by the darkness with a tainted smile, 

I'll release all of the rage that's been trapped deep inside - 

If I can just  make it away from this dark labyrinth of pain, 

I can bear it until revenge is mine ...


I don't care how many times it takes I'll carve these heartbeats in the sky,

I'll release all my light with hope inside my soul!

No matter the blood that will spill and all the tears that flow here still, 

I'll cut through as if offering respects -

Just another day of staining this world red! 

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Seasons Die One After Another

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The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray. 

Their cries of death, become the wind, and then blow away,


A man much too sober to, enjoy the city's view,

He wastes away, so pointlessly, looking at the moon.


It's as though, I'm alone, just living life as a bare shadow,

And by now, I can't be sure, if I'm 'me' anymore. 


If I sing out to the rain, will the sun come out again?

I'm nothing but a dried up life, in this busy summer full of light,


Dear, my most hated Past, 

I'm ready at last - to leave you behind,


Even through my suffering, even through my heavy grief,

With no sunlight breaking through the clouds above,

The song in my heart, plays on! 


The seasons die out one by one, their lives fade to gray.     

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It's The Right Time

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The wise words you once said, still echo in my head,

And they help me to cope.

Steadily, to find me, they flew across the sea, 

and they offered me hope. 

And during the times, I'm lost inside, 

and searching left and right for answers I can't find, 

You warmly reach your hand out to me ...

And you tell me loud and clear, 

the words you know I need to hear, 

"It's the right time,

Let's take a step ahead,

Cuz it's the right time,

No need to be afraid,

Just look, 

we'll be together now through thick and through thin ...

Someday things will be right again ..." 

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Let Me Hear

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You guys do not notice that we

Are gifted just for being

Humans we are, Absolute, Predators, we do not even

Have any enemies, maybe there is an animal, watching us and

Thinking that, "Someday we will beat them down !!" 

Oh I wish we could bury our fingers, with our arms right through our sleeves 

Cuz thats what we are, at no doubt human beings, many small lives 

They were born (give a pray) with the fate (it's afraid), of dying

(thats how the life goes on with you) for someone 

A human baby when will they find out? (life is fighting until the end)

That at a point they are born (here we go!)

Got some more...

I keep calling at you, yeah

Tonari no kimi ka koi kakeru

Kokoro bokura ya isoi ikiru

Kirameku sa, ne?

I didn't ask for this, you see?

Why did it have to be me?

These questions keep ... circling ... 

and my head is such a mess,

Just make it stop!

Cut it off!

I never wanted this at all -

am I still human? 

Or is that part gone?!

The person I was - has been replaced ...

And I'm caught in a haze ...

I keep calling for you, in the dark!!

I know you can see passed this broken, useless heart,

Even if I can't tell you the whole truth,

Look inside - I trust you can find it! 

The colour melts away, the sun departs...

I can't feel a thing, even as my life falls apart,

The monster destroys the world I knew,

Everything but you ... 

I keep calling for you, in the dark!!

I know you can see passed this broken, useless heart,

Even if I can't tell you the whole truth,

Look inside - I trust you can find it! 

I can't bear this numbness on my own,

Desperately, I wish I could feel at all,

Only you, bring back the color, and make my world bright,

I beg you, stay by my side!

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Taishou A

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As you're buried underneath the ground,

I think back to your gaze.

Your blissful innocence tempting me.

I remember the way. 

Even though I'm sure 

It's never to be,

It's too late now, I know.

But how can I resist,

remembering you though?

Tell me, why do, sins exist at all?

Please, tell me why, are we punished for what we are?

I can't stand to replace,

Your memory with mistakes.

The darkness here, settles in,

and my heart starts to ache.

Nothing's changed around me,

But inside I'm trapped--never free, 

In the end, it all blends,

Melts and fades away …

I go on and try now to forget,

All the times that we shared.

I lock away all those memories,

Try to hide my despair.

At the depths of the crazy love that we had,

I remember it well,

There was so much left undone.

So much I never got to tell...

I wasted time trying to make the pieces fit,

I wasted time, waiting for, this nightmare to end …

Will the world just give in?

Forget punishment, forget sin?

Could we just live, without waste,

Without time, without hate?

But the world just spins on,

Never realizing all it's lost...

In the end,

Nothing changes,

Nothing ever will.

Will I laugh once again?

Can I smile, like it's pretend?

I can't forget all you did,

You were my, only friend.

I keep trying to go on,

To forget that you are now gone.

Destiny...So cruelly...

Taking you away.

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Trigger

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This world forced me to stand out upon the edge,

the walls were closing in, the line I walked so thin, like a needle ...

I tried so hard to find a way to keep balance, 

and then our fingers brushed, and with that single touch, 

I knew you were here,

Both of us try to fly with these old broken wings that we share,

The only things we have ... 

There's only so much time ( until we die ), 

"So what is it you want to do before your time is up?" 

Though I ask ... You just laugh, beautifully. 

Smiling at me, oh so perfectly ... Oh,

Burning under the sun ( melting away ) ...

We'll weave through the spaces between the-buildings that stand tall,

and then we'll fall, and I will pull the trigger at last ... 

At the very end ... It begins again ... 

And snow will fall and cover every thing ... 

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Ignite

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Take aim at this broken world! 

Lock onto all of the pain and sadness,

Pull the trigger, without second thoughts!

Once long ago, I could let myself be vulnerable,

And with an open heart, I knew how to let my tears flow,

But somehow I, lost the courage to accept the pain,

All that's left now is regret that's slowly turning into hate.

I can feel the weight bear down on me, can I find the strength to wrestle free?

I simply want to find, a future that - can really be mine.

Take aim at this broken world! 

Lock onto all of the pain and sadness,

Pull the trigger, without second thoughts!

Reach out and accept the pain,

Use all the sadness to fuel your fire,

Just embrace it, don't let your heart frost!

Please let your insictincts be your guide,

Listen to your heart beat inside,

A new path, is in sight!

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This Game

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I never wanted to be ... just-another cog in that corrupted world's machine. 

All my life felt like a dream ... I was never who I really wanted me to be!

But then God shattered that dream's cage, 

and rose me up to a new stage.

Cut it away like a sharp knife, 

And gave me this new life, 

And suddenly there's a new twist, 

A reason to really exist, 

I want to rise up from flames and hear this new world cheer my name,

I see my destiny clear - and I don't care about what they may say,

I'll pave the way, 

This is my chance to break through, 

so I'll rewrite my story and finally change all the rules! 

I'm forgetting fast, about my past, 

about the world back then ... 

Now's the time ... to put up a fight, 

and reach the end - I'll play my hardest - to win this!

I'll give it my best, this is a test, 

and I won't ever lose!

I won't waste this chance that's been given to me,

Gonna take my aim ... 

And until I win I'll keep playing - this brand new game! 

Sometimes darkness deep inside ... Tries to overwhelm your heart 

by blocking out the light,

You'll stay strong and be alright ... just as long as you stand tall and don't 

give up the fight!

Don't let your fear get in the way,

don't let your pride lead you astray,

Cut it away like a sharp knife,

no no no sense of life.

Block out the sounds of the doubtful,

fight for the chants of the hopeful,

I want to rise up from flames and fight for those who cheer my name!

We've got a choice to fight and I wouldn't have it any other way,

It's not a mistake, I feel it deep in my heart,

We will beat this level, even if destiny tears us apart!

We are maverick, 

Leaving behind the logic we once knew,

Now's our chance, to break out of our trance,

and break the chains of the bleak future that traps us,

We'll break all the rules,

they think we're fools,

But we'll show them they're wrong! 

We won't waste this life that's been given to us,

This could be our chance ...

And until we win we'll keep running - down this new path!

And now that I see my new destiny clear - I won't care about what they may say,

I know the way, this is my purpose, I'm sure,

So I'll keep on fighting through all the pain, to reach a new future!

I'm forgetting fast, about my past, 

about the world back then ... 

Now's the time ... to put up a fight, 

and reach the end - I'll play my hardest - to win this!

I'll give it my best, this is a test, 

and I won't ever lose!

I won't waste this chance that's been given to me,

Gonna take my aim ... 

Reaching out to take hold of this world, smiling through it,

We are maverick,

Stronger then any other gamer,

A blank space can someday become anything, 

So come and take your aim,

And until you win just keep playing - this brand new game! 

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Unravel

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I just don't get it - just don't get it, please help me understand.

So what have I become? Please tell me if you can. 

The world is changing, spinning, breaking, I don't know who I am.

You're smiling at me ... Pretending you can't see. 

Something has changed, way deep down inside, the pieces just don't fit.

I'm broken now, so, why should I try? I'll bare this pain within.

Freeze.

I'm breaking yet unbreakable - I'm crazy but, I have control.

I'm searching but I know I've found ... 

I'm standing here watching the world collapse around me,

You're so close - but I hope ... that you stop searching,

I don't want you to - to see what I've become ...

So please stop looking ...

I can't control the world that we've all been thrown in,

And I couldn't bare to hurt you ... I want this to end. 

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?

It's better if you go ...

The dark consumes me in a blur,

I remember the way things were,

The way we laughed, the way we played,

Thinking the happiness would stay.

I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape, 

I can't escape this ... UNRAVELED GHOUL! 

There's something deep ... inside of me,

a change was made, I can't break free.

The darkness and the light collide,

Our fate ahead won't be denied, 

I'm breaking yet unbreakable - I'm crazy but, I have control.

But even still I'll never stop fighting! 

I'm standing here watching the world collapse around me,

You're so close - but I hope ... that you stop searching,

I don't want you to - to see what I've become ...

So please stop looking ...

I can't escape this loneliness my heart's been doomed to,

The future is unraveling, don't want to lose you,

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?

Remember who I once was ... 

Don't you forget me, 

I'm paralyzed, I know that I, can't ever turn back,

I'm trapped inside, this paradise, of nothing by black,

So please-I'm begging, won't you leave me alone?

Don't you forget, 

So what have I become? Please help me if you can. 

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Days

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Without a care in the world, our time keeps ticking on. 

I try to search for some kind of meaning. 

The laughter from yesterday .. has faded into .. the past, 

Was that last .. of happiness? 

I'm trying my best ... not to cry. 

I would have let go of my hope for tomorrow,

If only I'd known it would end in such sorrow.

I just feel so trapped inside - I want to hide - so I can't hear a sound

Even though I know why it is that you're crying,

Even though I know why it is that this world is dying,

That time I spent with you ...

Those summer days I knew ...

I don't think, I'll ever understand them. 

Our time keeps ticking on ...

Even when the hands of time slow down to a stop, 

Everything will keep moving on,

On days where I just can't smile

and lock myself away,

Though I've been trying a while,

It's all been done in vain,

The meaning behind your words ...

I've tried to guess, even though, 

I'm sure no matter what, I'll never really know ...

Please make it stop! I can't bare the pain! I can't bare the pain!

When will it all end?

All of my tears dry up, and it's breaking my heart,

These memories tear me apart, 

I would have let go of my hope for tomorrow,

If only I'd known it would end in such sorrow.

I just feel so trapped inside - I want to hide - so I can't hear a sound

Even though I know why it is that you're crying,

Even though I know why it is that this world is dying,

That time I spent with you ...

Let's leave it all behind ... Oh,

So I'll curse this future and world we were after,

I'll let go of all of our joy and laughter,

I know that I'm trapped inside - so I'll just hide - and block out all the sounds,

And out there I know there's that future I wanted,

But now it's all fading away and won't ever come back,

That time I spent with you ...

Those summer days we knew ...

I just hope they all stop and disappear ...

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My Dearest

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So everything that makes me whole,

I dedicate it all to you, and more.

I'm yours.

Hey...

This is the first time I've smiled so much.

It's been so long since I felt happiness.

On my own...

I've always walked alone... but now I know.

Despite my mistakes and all the madness,

I'm sure I've endured the sadness,

For you.

And I'll always, be true.

 

No matter what the destination or where the path we take may lead,

We'll be okay,

There's nothing in our way,

I'll be fine as long as you're right here with me.

I know I'm not alone now...

And looking in you eyes,

There are no good byes,

No lies.

You and I have something special,

Something that we must both protect.

Sometimes we'll be vulnerable,

But in those times, please don't forget.

When darkness tries to swallow you,

I will guide you back into the light.

[ oct ] I won't give up -- I can't give up,

For you, I won't give up the fight!

When you feel like you're breaking,

Please remember that I'm by your side.

When you feel all hope is lost,

I promise it will be alright.

And everything that makes me whole,

I dedicate it all to you, and more.

I'm yours.

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Guren no Yumiya

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[ Verse ] 

No one remembers the name of,

Useless, stomped and trampled flowers. 

Birds who’ve fallen down from above,

Wait to try on a new hour.  

You can pray and wish and hope, but,

prayers alone won’t ever save us.

There’s only one hope, yes one light,

Want to change the world? You must fight!

[ Bridge ]

Ignore pigs that try to put you down,

for having the will to let go and move on!

Now is not the the time to accept this damned fate,

Reaching freedom is a choice we must make!

[ Chorus ] 

Channel your rage and humiliation,

Use it to fight — crush the oppression!

Break down the walls, escape — and find a way,

To free your chains and slaughter your prey!

Purpose and urgency overwhelm you,

Burning away the walls that held you.

Pick up your weapons,  ready the fight,

And slice away the twilight. 

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V.I.P

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Now we've reached some of our goals,
But we're not finished!
The shouts and cheers may surround us, yeah,
But, We can't afford to stray off our paths, no,
Hey, come on let's go!!

They tell us that everybody has a chance,
A future, that they can choose to reach and grasp--
So why...Do some people just give up?

So stagnant, they let themselves be washed away
I, don't get it, why not go out and seize the day?
Wishing, sometimes just isn't enough.

Behind the masks we wear,
We're more or less the same...
No one claims to be a V.I.P, anyway.

Behind the things we do, we're (searching...)just trying to make it through!

Now we've reached some of our goals,
But we're not finished!
When times get dark and you cannot see,
it's fine to lean right on me!

Here we go, 1 2 and 3!!
It's showtime!
Though shouts and cheers may surround us, yeah,
We can't afford to stray off our path, no,
Hey, Come on let's go!!

Instead of wasting time judging other's,
I wish we could build and learn off of each other,
it's fine, to want some more out of life.

Someone may behave like they're all high and mighty,
But behind their words they're really scared and hiding,
Gloating is just a waste of your time,
Why play pretend?

Behind the masks we wear,
We're more or less the same...
No one claims to be a V.I.P, anyway.

Behind the things we do, we're just trying to make it through!

Now even though things have changed,
We're moving forward!
The paths we take may be different,
But still you're here in my heart.

I'm thinking of you right now,
and I promise.
When times get dark and you cannot see,
it's perfectly fine, you can lean right on me!
Hey, come let's shout!

Though we've reached some of our goals,
We're not finished!
When times get dark and you can't see,
it's fine to lean right on me!

Here we go, 1 2 and 3!!
It's showtime!
Though shouts and cheers may surround us, yeah,
We can't afford to stray off our path, no,
Hey, Come on let's go!!

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Seizensetsu

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If I seemed to be,

A demon--or a deity,

Then just for a bit,

Let's acknowledge me as such.

Even though,

I know,

Just like you, my blood still flows.

I hear every word,

And can feel every touch.

The smiles from before,

Are present, nevermore.

And your innocence,

Has corrupted to the core,

And if I'm to blame,

For starting up this game,

Then I ask you do the same.

Kill me and hate me,

and cast me from your heart.

Please destroy me completely,

and tear this 'me' apart.

If the words I say decay,

and the redness melts away,

Won't you give me this chance?

Will you please let me fade?

Mask denial for me,

Smile for me.

Kill the cruelty.

No regrets, this way's best,

Pray I finally find peace.

Someone smile at me,

Just a while for me,

Grasp my hand and make it alright.

Kill me in every way,

It will be okay.

Kill me and hate me,

and cast me from your heart.

Please destroy me completely,

and tear this 'me' apart.

Someone smile at me,

Just a while for me,

Grasp my hand and make it alright.

Kill me in every way,

So you'll finally...

Be okay.

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