Goodbye Summer, Hello Fall

Goodbye summer,

hello fall

I can hear rainstorms approaching

 

As the colors start to change,

Why do I still feel the same?

 

Goodbye summer,

hello fall

 

The smell of cinnamon is wafting,

As the leaves continue falling,

I still haven't changed at all. 

 

Memories of chilly autumn days spent in the sun,

Nostalgia from a moment safe in time.

 

I know I can't go forward,

but I know I can't go back.

So insecure, 

I'd rather watch the seasons pass me by ... 

 

Goodbye summer,

hello fall

I can hear rainstorms approaching

 

As the colors start to change,

Why do I still feel the same?

 

Goodbye summer,

hello fall

 

The smell of cinnamon is wafting,

As the leaves continue falling,

I still haven't changed at all. 

 

And when you left, I heard you calling,

"Goodbye summer, hello fall" 

 

Memories of chilly autumn mornings in the sun,

Nostalgia from a moment lost in time.

 

The path ahead's uncertain,

And I know I can't go back.

But maybe you're the spark of hope that I was meant to find ... 

 

Goodbye summer,

hello fall

 

I'll find courage in the changes,

As Earth spins and rearranges,

I will walk this path of mine.

 

And if we meet again I'll tell you -

"I don't want to say goodbye." 

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Be(Love) Yourself

 [VERSE 01]

 

Hey lonely, have you gone and given up?

Do you feel tired, have you had enough? (Whoa)

The world feels small, like you don't have a place.

You don't fit in your predetermined space.

 

Hey - I won't lie, I know it's really hard.

'Cause when you try it seems you don't get far. (Whoa)

But if you look at life like it's a game,

Eventually you'll get real good at playing.

 

(So don't give up, lift your head now's the time to train.)

 

[BRIDGE 01]

 

So when they try to bring you down,

Keep climbing on those rainy days, 

the sun will shine again ~

 

Be strong and learn to hold your ground,

They never mattered anyway,  

who cares about the things they say?

 

[CHORUS 01]

 

'Cause I can see it (whoa)

I can see it crystal clear,

That there's a reason (whoa),

there's a reason that you're here,

All that potential (whoa)

There's a fire in your eyes.

 

If there's no one else, no one else, then love yourself.

 

 

Shine bright, even if no one else can see,

You'll get there - life's an adventure, your journey. 

 

 

[VERSE 02]

 

Look in the mirror tell me what you see? 

Is your reflection who you want to be? (Whoa)

 

Well, if you're breathing - you've got time to grow,

Become the self you'd like to get to know.

  

So many other people feel this way,

a certain loneliness they can't explain (whoa),

Instead of hiding, learn to take their hands,

It helps to know that someone understands. 

 

(So don't give up, open your heart and learn how to connect)

 

[BRIDGE 02]

 

So take a breath and clear your head,

You'll find your own way in the end,

On days your journey feels too far,

You're stronger than you think you are,

 

And when they try to bring you down,

Keep climbing on those rainy days, 

the sun will shine again ~

 

Be strong and learn to hold your ground,

They never mattered anyway, 

who cares about the things they say?

 

[CHORUS 02]

 

'Cause I can it (whoa)

I can see it crystal clear,

That there's a reason (whoa),

there's a reason that you're here,

All that potential (whoa)

There's a fire in your eyes.

 

You are no one else, no one else, just be yourself.

 

 

Shine bright, even if no one else can see,

You'll get there - life's an adventure, a journey. 

 

Who you are, isn't who you always have to be,

You've got the pen, now go and write your own story. 

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Can't Go Back (Goodbye)

Cast out to sea,

Without a sail or anywhere I could go,

Cold as the sun

fell down into the waves. 

 

I'd left before. 

I thought that I could make it all on my own,

I can't go back - 

to tell you I was wrong. 

 

Watch me go ...

 

So you'll know ...

 

I braved the storm,

Stood in the rain -

Just safe enough not to drown,

 

Calmed by the moon,

The vastness of the sky. 

 

I'd left before. 

I thought that you'd 

be fine back here on your own,

You can't come back,

To tell me I was wrong. 

 

Watched you go ...

 

Now I know ...

 

What it's like ...

 

To be all alone ... 

 

Take me back!  

 

Cast out to sea,

Without a sail or anywhere I could go, 

(Can't go back)

I thought that I could make it all on my own. 

 

I braved the storm,

Stood in the rain -

(Can't go back)

Just safe enough not to drown,

 

Calmed by the moon, 

We sang up to the stars. 

 

It's just too cruel. 

I can't remember 

(Can't go back)

how your voice used to sound. 

 

I never got the chance to say 

(glitch)goodbye(/glitch). 

 

I couldn't breath. 

I felt my heart - 

it shattered right in my chest. 

(Can't go back)

I never had the guts to say ... 

 

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye. 

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Upon a Twilight feat. Nycto

Shadowed in the stillness of the night,

Wrapped inside the darkness,

waiting for a chance to see the light again.

 

Troubled by the weight inside your soul,

Tortured by your sins,

you're waiting for a chance to win the fight again.

 

And I don't wanna waste your time,

I don't to think that there's something

when I know that you're just waiting to feel right again.

 

And you don't wanna waste my time,

When you know your heart can feel nothing,

You're just waiting for a chance to see the light again.

 

The light again.

(Shadowed in the stillness of the night)

The light again.

(Troubled by the weight inside your soul)

 

The light again.

(Shadowed in the stillness of the night)

 

The light again.

(Troubled by the weight inside your soul)

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

(And I don't wanna waste my time,

I don't to think that there's something

when I know that you're just waiting to feel right again. )

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

(And you don't wanna waste your time,

When you know your heart can feel nothing,

You're just waiting for a chance to see the light again.)

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you to the very end.

 

Can you see the moon light through the storm?

Over howling wind,

it offers you a chance to do what's right again.

 

Searching for redemption like a ghost,

tortured by your past you're hoping for a chance to come to life again.

 

And you don't want to let me down,

you don't want to say that you're stronger when you know that there's a chance you'll lose the fight again.

 

And I don't want to break you down,

I don't want to add to the pressure,

When I only want to help you see the light again,

 

the light again.

 

The light again.

(Can you see the moon light through the storm)

 

The light again.

(Searching for redemption like a ghost)

 

The light again.

(Can you see the moon light through the storm)

 

The light again.

(Searching for redemption like a ghost)

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

I don't want you to lose hope,

I wanted you to know,

Despite your past I know that you're still whole.

 

(And you don't want to let me down,

you don't want to say that you're stronger when you know that there's a chance you'll lose the fight again.)

 

Someday you will understand,

it's fine to take my hand,

I'll be with you until the very end.

 

(And I don't want to break you down,

I don't want to add to the pressure,

When I only want to help you see the light again,

the light again.)

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Poison (Jayn Ver)

Featuring: Jayn - Listen Here

I never wanted to play make believe,

I tried to stay within reality.

And from a real young age, 

I learned to cope with pain,

I never was the same.

 

I didn't want you to be superman,

I only wanted you to hold my hand.

I guess I asked too much,

Or wasn't worth enough,

But I kept faith because -

 

You're supposed to love and protect me.

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]

 

You're suppose to love and accept me.

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time, 

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

  

I played my part, you had my heart,

believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,

 
(I did my part

You had my heart

I believed, you'd be there for me)

But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,
(But in your eyes, I couldn't fly)

Why wasn't I good enough? 

Guess I just don't mean much,

it's too late,

to quit this game?

 

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for.

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

  

Should I apologize for giving up?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Of broken promises, 

excessive harsh judgements,

and subtle rejections.

 

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see -

the scars that you've left here,

mutating into fear,

of people getting near.

 

Why didn't you love and accept me?

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]

 

Why couldn't you love and protect me?

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

 

You had a chance,

I took it back.

Why should I let you go free - 

when you can't stop hurting me?

 

(You had a chance,

I took it back

I'm sorry,

But you're the one who chose to leave,

Wish I were strong,

enough to hold ... on,

(Wish I were strong, I could hold on)

 

But the ache grows and grows,

As long as I still can't say 'no', 

So ... you've got to go.

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

I'm not too sensitive,

And I'm not incompetent.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,

No, I'm not incompetent.

No, I'm not too sensitive.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

  

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.    

 

I wish, that things had been different,

But now I just can't leave it all behind.

If I could heal the wounds within, maybe we both could start again,

For now I can't, my heart is cracked, so until then ...

Can't let you in, this is the end.

  

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for. 

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

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(Original) When It Rains

Featuring Cyber Diva: Listen Here

Hey, how long has it been? 

The years passed by, 

without me even noticing.

 

Oh, 

 

We're not children anymore, 

We've both grown up,

But I feel the same. 

 

321 - and then I was yours. 

Like 123, you opened the door,

Just like a little kid, 

you barged your way into my heart ...

 

Drip drip drop - as we watch the rain,

I wonder if you feel the same,

Your hand links with mine as it pours. 

 

Just as autumn turns to winter, 

and the flowers bloom for spring, 

just as springtime turns to summer, 

This life we share keeps changing... 

 

But I will love you even when all the stars burn away ~

 

Just as nightfall turns to daytime,

and the sun breaks through a storm,

I will be here for forever,

And when times get hard I'll still want to be yours 

 

When you fall down, I'll take care of you,

When you're lonely, I'm there for you.  

"I love you", "I love you" won't change.

I'll still always hold your hand when it rains. 

 

 

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(Original) Monster

Featuring Gumi Megpoid: Listen Here

Tell me please - what's the point of this reality?

Seems like I'm only here to please, everyone else.

If I lie, will they think that I am really trying? 

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

 

Happy? Could I be happy? 

Feels like a dream - just won't come true.

 

Tell me please - that you've finally gotten sick of me,

I really never try to be, so insecure ...

This self-hate, lurks beneath this stupid game I play, 

Feels like I rarely get to say, what's on my mind.

 

Happy? Hey, are you happy?

Well, can you teach me? To be like you?

My heart - has been torn apart, 

This world is so dark,

I just feel lost.

 

I never wanted to be this way I swear, oh god, I promise,

I really do try to fight it or to hide it, but inside it,

it just burns it's way through happiness, feels like torture,

I never asked for this,

The monster trapped deep inside of me, 

Feeding off my love and sanity, 

 

No matter how I try to block out the voice that tells me I'm worthless,

I can't seem to conquer to beast, I'm always defeated, left here in pieces,

And there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up, though it's nice that they're still 'here', 

I'm am the only one ... Who can slay this monster,

 

Happy? No, I'm not happy.

Though I desperately wish I could be! 

I just want to be free, why, 

should I have to die - to slay the beast? 

 

If I lie, will the monster keep itself inside?

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

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(Original) Give It Time

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You're not wasting your time,

Seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time. 

 

 

When you're all alone and losing faith,  

When you're in the dark  feeling afraid,

I know it seems like time stands still,

but you'll end up okay

 

I know that there's not much I can do, 

Stuck behind a screen, so far from you, 

But there's a light inside your soul,

And I hope you let it glow.

 

 

Just take a breath,

let it all go,  

and leave the past behind --

 

 Let's move ahead,

towards tomorrow,

These wounds will heal with time.  

 

 

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You didn't waste your time,

It seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and 

I'll help you through, 

give it time.

 

Remember how to smile, 

Someday you'll sort it out, 

Though it may take a little while, 

 

Once the battle ends,

I swear the sun will shine,

Keep aiming for your dreams,

Don't give up the fight. 

 

 

When you feel like you can't catch a break,

Wondering how much more you can take,

Don't try to bear it on your own,

You don't have to be alone. 

 

And I know this song's a bit cliche, 

But you need to hear it anyway,

You're full of promise, don't you know?

I hope you don't let go. 

 

Take a step back, 

gather your thoughts,

and cultivate your plans. 

 

It's a New Year,

A brand new start, 

You've gotta take this chance! 

 

Once upon a time I felt there wasn't a point,

But when I thought my life was through, 

You pulled me out of the dark, that claimed my heart,

I hope you know I'm here for you, too. 

 

 

So, one step at a time,

Let's make peace with our past, 

so we can leave it far behind,

You'll have scars from those wounds,

by them you're not defined, 

Please put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time.  

 

Remember how to laugh ,

Someday you'll sort it out, 

And then those scars won't hurt so bad,

 

When you learn to forgive, 

Either yourself or them,

The happiness will come and you'll finally 'live', 

 

You're the reason that I sing,  

Because of you, I'm still fighting. 

Honestly, you made year,

Because of you, I'll persevere. 

 

You're not alone, I'm always here.  

 

End Choir: 

 

Hey, it's okay to cry,

You're not wasting your time,

Seems the stars just weren't aligned,

 

So go on lift your head,

Give it another try, 

Just put your hand in mine and I'll help you through, 

give it time. 

 

Remember how to smile, 

Someday you'll sort it out, 

Though it may take a little while, 

 

When you learn to forgive, 

Either yourself or them,

The happiness will come and you'll finally 'live', 

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(Original) Notice

Featuring: Gumi Kaito Luka & Yohio - Listen Here 

*Note: These lyrics are complicated because there are so many things being said at once lol. I'll post the lyrics individually in the order of solos.* 

GUMI: 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

And still, he hasn't come ... 

 

No matter how hard I try,

He just seems to pass me by ...

Like a wilted rose in a vase,

I'll be replaced ... 

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

Please notice me, I just want you to stay!

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Ohh!

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

But you still won't just stay.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

YOHIO: 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Give me a chance ... 

 

Yeah, you're way out of my league, 

You shine far brighter than me ...

But if love amounts to something,

I'm all you need. 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am 

So I hope you will fin-ally give me a chance 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Won't you give me a chance ...

 

I know that I don't deserve you ...

But I promise I'll never rest -

I'll keep trying my best!

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

 

LUKA:

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All the cameras and the lights,

I take cuz you're by my side,

without you what's fame really worth?

 

Nothing I'm sure.

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

You're the reason that I breathe,

and without you there's no purpose for me,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you can't see how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart! 

 

KAITO:

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Because ... I know.

 

I just want you to notice.

 

What's the need for all the games?

They're just keeping things the same.

Wish you would just tell me the truth,

So that I can reject you. 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let me know,

So I, can go. 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

Won't you please tame your hearts ... 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Cuz I already know! 

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still you won't tell me , what's been locked in your heart!

 

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(Original) Smoke and Mirrors

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen here || Jayn Version Here

I never meant to call you out. 

 I've always seen behind your smoke and mirrors,

Oh, sweetheart, please don't yell at me, 

It really isn't hard to see, the truth that's rotting underneath. 

 

Why weren't you honest from the start?

You know, I've always thought she must have liked you. 

She's just a temptress, don't you know?

She'll say she loves you, even though,

she only wants to steal your soul.

 

I'll save you. 

 

You said you'd always be my friend.

That we'd get married when we both got older,

I'd never heard those words before, 

You made me long for something more,

but then she tried to steal your love.   

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm out of line tonight?

Stop calling her name,

If you play my game, 

She may just make it out alive. 

 

I love you.

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Go on, say you love me,

 

Take my hand in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me tonight,

 

And if you lie,

This poor girl will have to die ...  

 

I'm sorry that I lost my cool.

As you can see here, I've been very busy.

I found her number in your phone,

Asked her to meet me here alone,

so we could talk, just one on one.

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm taking this too far?

All you have to do, is swear that you'll be true,

and I will let her go right now. ~ 

 

Just don't lie.

 

No, I won't fall for this again

I'll always see behind your smoke and mirrors.

I know you love me deep inside,

You're simply caught up in her lie, 

So I will cut you free myself. 

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Please, just say you love me,

 

Take my hands in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me!

 

C'mon, what's the problem? 

Quit your crying, be a man,

Surely, she couldn't mean THAT much,

Let me give you my love,

 

Take my soul, my heart and body,

Yes, I give it all to you,

And if you still won't accept it,

You're gonna regret it,

 

I hate to play these games,

but you're driving me insane,

Won't you tell me that you'll stay,

Now that she's not in the way! 

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(Original) To You

I think it's time I tell you how I feel,

so we can figure out if this is real,

If I - could tell you what I am thinking,

would it be too revealing? 

I just don't want to cry. 


How I act and what I feel, 

sometimes seem quite real,

It's as if I have to hide, 

who I really am inside,


And I hate who I've become,

I don't want to be so numb,

But it seems the truth is still just out of reach ... 


I know that things ... have been rocky for a while,

but I still want to sing, 

I still just want to see you smile,

Could you accept this me that's not quite free, 

but is still trying -

to be the one I know  you need ...


The sky ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but could I find away, to reach inside and give you love?

You are the world to me, 

And I want to be ... 

with you, ( with you x2 ) 

just you, and I hope you want me too. 


I never thought that I would find someone,

Who made the world seem like it could be fun, oh,

You brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You made me want to try. 


I'm still not sure why you've stayed,

I keep pushing you away,

All your faith that I can change,

Sometimes seems like a mistake,


But if you keep holding on, I swear I'll try ...


I know that I, have been drowning for a while,

but I still want you close, I only want to see you smile,

And I'm so sorry, love, that I've you down time and time again,

But you'll always be my best friend. 


The sun ahead, is still blocked by the clouds above,

but I'll still find away, to reach inside and give you all my love,

You're the world to me, 


I only want to be ...  

with you, ( with you x2 )

just you. (x3)

 

It's you. (x3)

I love you, 

and I hope you love me too. 


I don't know why fate allowed us to meet,

Could be a joke, cuz you're too good for me,


You've brought, color to my existence, 

with patience and persistence, 

You make me want to live.  


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(Original) Poison ( Thanks for Nothing )

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen Here

I never wanted to play make believe,

I tried to stay within reality.

And from a real young age, 

I learned to cope with pain,

I never was the same.

 

I didn't want you to be superman,

I only wanted you to hold my hand.

I guess I asked too much,

Or wasn't worth enough,

But I kept faith because -

 

You're supposed to love and protect me.

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]

 

You're suppose to love and accept me.

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time, 

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

  

I played my part, you had my heart,

believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,

 

But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,

Why wasn't I good enough? 

Guess I just don't mean much,

it's too late,

to quit this game?

 

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for.

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

 

Should I apologize for giving up?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Of broken promises, 

excessive harsh judgements,

and subtle rejections.

 

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see -

the scars that you've left here,

mutating into fear,

of people getting near.

 

Why didn't you love and accept me?

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]

 

Why couldn't you love and protect me?

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

 

You had a chance,

I took it back.

Why should I let you go free - 

when you can't stop hurting me?

 

Wish I were strong,

enough to hold ... on,

But the ache grows and grows,

As long as I still can't say 'no', 

So ... you've got to go.

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

I'm not too sensitive,

And I'm not incompetent.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,

No, I'm not incompetent.

No, I'm not too sensitive.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

  

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.    

  

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for. 

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

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(Original) I.D.W.K

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Stop. I think I know just what this talk's about. 

Don't. You don't have to say anymore.

I know you must be getting sick and tired -

of all the things that I do.

I'd stop them if I could. 

I hope you know I would.

Wait. I need a little time to think this through.

And yes. I know that you've waited this long.

So maybe I should finally let you go,

watch you walk out of my life.

No, I still have to try.

Or else I think I'll die.

I don't want you to go,

So I don't wanna know.

No, I don't wanna know, know, know, know, no, no, no.

You. You're the greatest love I've ever had.

And I. I never deserved you at all.

With all my flaws and insecurities,

With all the things that I've done,

The list goes on and on.

I'm sure I'm in the wrong.

But I don't want you to go,

So I don't wanna know.

No, I don't wanna know, know, know, know, no, no, no.

/ No, I don't wanna know!! /

I couldn't be the one for you,

But I wanted to,

And I wish I could have changed.

It's not as if I meant to lie,

Or I didn't try,

I just couldn't find the strength.

And I know that it's selfish,

Hoping one last kiss,

Would manage to change your mind,

It really hurts to hear the truth,

So I'm asking you,

To forgive me one last time.

I already know.

But I don't want to be alone.

So honey please don't go. 

There's. Only so much left that I can say.

And I. I know that I can't change your mind.

I'm really sorry - though it's not enough.

And I wish you the best.

Whatever you do,

I'll always love you.

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(Original) Wound

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"Just keep it in,

Please don't complain,

Of course, we understand.

But can't you just move on?

It happened way back then.

Why are you sad?

Can't be that bad,

You know that life goes on.

You need to get a grip,

and learn how to be strong."

But everyday, try as I may, 

I just fall down again...

I wonder when the suffering will end?

Can't you tell, I don't want this?

Do you think I enjoy it?

All the thoughts they won't end,

But I'm forced to pretend--

That I'm over the pain,

Inside I'm screaming your name,

I wish that you'd take my hand,

But you won't--you can't--you'll never understand.

Can't you tell, I don't want this?

Do you think I enjoy it?

All the thoughts they won't end,

And yet I'm forced to pretend--

That I'm over the pain,

Inside I'm screaming your name,

I wish that you'd take my hand,

But you won't--you can't--you'll never understand.

"Why are you sad?

Can't be that bad,

You know that life goes on.

You need to get a grip,

and learn how to be strong."

But everyday, try as I may, 

I just fall down again...

I wonder if this misery will end?

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