(English) yomosugara kimi omou

 

Before I had even been born

it seemed we both knew the consequences of our meeting,

The wounds from the people we meet won't stop us

from loving again.

 

work, love and a wedding to plan for someday

all things that will drive you insane with worry

I know that my problems are mine for solving

[I'm just airing my thoughts] 

YEAH

 

 Darkness only lasts until morning,

When the dawn breaks out over the horizon

Could there really be a future that's bright 

just waiting for us to find it there?

 

 

With an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love shines brighter than the sun - 

and the hope that I feel that our future is real, together

I want to believe in it

 

And see, 

I miss you is admitting defeat, you know

So kick that habit to the curb!

We live in dark times, as long as I am alive, I promise -

I'll say I love you woah yeah yeah

 

Worthless, when I'm feeling alone you know it's

all pain and agony, that's stressing me out 

Adam’s Eve would have felt some relief in knowing

that her love was for real, 

yeah

 

Love, somehow it managed to find me,

when did I become so hopeless and needy?

But the pressure in my chest won't release, 

til I confess everything to you

 

with an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love is all we really need   

While I know love's real, sometimes you still can't feel it moving

But I want to believe in it

 

and see, 

I miss you, just comforts me for a while, 

oh yes, please hurry to my side

the future looks dark, but with you in my heart you know that

I'll say I love you woah 

yeah yeah

 

So until the dawn breaks the sky, I'll hear your   

voice ring through the night, OH YEAH

 

 

ah, we're not alone, everyone feels just the same as us

It's okay to trust,

That we'll laugh, and we'll cry, and it's fine. 

We'll have to learn, step-by-step, who we are in the end, 

But I'm sure that I'm already connected with you, 

and that our love is true! 

 

With an 

"I love you" we're beginning anew again

our love shines brighter than the stars - 

and the hope that I feel that our future is real, together

I want to believe in it

 

And see, 

I miss you is admitting defeat, you know

So kick that habit to the curb!

We live in dark times, as long as I am alive, I promise -

I'll say I love you 

woah yeah yeah

 

Before I had even been born

it seemed we both knew the consequences of our meeting,

The wounds from the people we meet won't stop us

from loving again.

 

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(English) Cradle x Infection

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Hey, you know, I don't like dark places at all. 

I just end up with scars -

And even now this lullaby is

ringing in my ears, it hurts to hear...

 

At some point I started to worry about what they all thought of me,

So I tried to escape the pressure - but it's still escalating,

 

I thought I was winning this war,

but I'm unstable, as you can see,

 

I'm just trapped inside the cat's cradle,

a fantasy ...

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, as though I'm in a cradle.

 

So, indeed, it seems even those scary ghosts ...

Are now the friends I want the most,

There's not a thing that scares me anymore,

You think I care? I don't. 

 

At some point I started to worry about other people I'd see,

So I tried to escape the pressure - but I'd love them too deeply,

 

I wish I could kick all of the things I hate away,

and finally be me,

 

I want to be trapped in the cradle,

playing forever with the cats ... 

 

I know, it must have been so frightening,

Hey don't, you want to keep on dreaming? 

Well, come on, just stay with me - accept the lies,

Until I have finally made you all mine . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, suspended by a cable,

 

Until I have caught you in my cradle . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, as though I'm in a cradle.

 

I know, it must have been so frightening,

Hey don't, you want to keep on dreaming? 

Well, come on, just stay with me - accept the lies,

Until I have finally made you all mine . ~ 

 

It seemed, to be so calm and peaceful,

A dream - so pure it was deceitful,  

And now time - is trembling - so unstable,

Rocking back, suspended by a cable,

 

Until I have caught you in my cradle . ~ 

 

Aah! 

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(English) From Y to Y

You stood and started walking, 

Slowly turning your back on me,

And without a single word, you slipped away. 

 

All these thoughts are forming deep inside,

but all that I can do is cry,

 

"Don't go away,

Oh, won't you stay,

Please ..."

 

I moved and walked away too,

Slowly turning my back on you,

Gotta leave before these tears fall, 

and I'm crying.

 

I pretend I have no need for it,

Don't think that I deserve happiness ... 

Tried to be strong, to carry on,

forgetting our future. 

 

Future.

 

Future.

 

Future.

 

I'll never get it back,

 

I wish,

 

I wish,

 

I wish,

 

... aah.  

 

Now my small one-bedroom feels so huge,

All it's missing is you,

The emptiness just seems to stretch,

I can't shake this feeling. 

 

For a moment I am trapped in time,

Everything's so clear, I realize 

That I only want to be with you.

 

Is this world really so cruel

That I can't even share my only wish with you?

Even if it's a lie, that finally makes you cry,

So that even you can't hide 

the way you feel inside,

 

And I know I've made mistakes,

there are so many sins I wish I could erase,

One of them is that I touched your hand,

But my biggest is trying to -

Just live a happy life with you. 

 

There's a limited amount of time,

and an enclosed space for these memories, 

And as I move, I'm losing you,

To the distance between us. 

 

All the thoughts that you used to have of me,

Are now embedded in your memories,

So I know that with time I'll be erased,

and I'll fade.  

 

Aah! 

 

What now? Can we go - back again someday somehow?

(I wanna go back!)

Please restart - please don't fall apart,

Is this the end?

(Is this the end?)

 

Aah! Ooh! 

  

I'm still sleeping in the bed,

that's far too large for me now that's you've gone and left,

I'm dreaming on my own, still stuck here all alone,

Can these dreams lead me to you - even if they're untrue? 

 

And I know that I've made mistakes,

there are so many sins I wish I could erase,

One of them is that I touched your hand,

But my biggest is trying to -

Just live a happy life with you. 

 

Whoo,

 

And now I'll bare the pain of loneliness 

forever more... 

 

Let me stay within your memory - 

That's all I need. 

 

I hope that we'll meet again someday,

But just for now I'll be here waiting,

To see your hand reach out for mine,

But this isn't our time,

so goodbye.

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(Original) When It Rains

Featuring Cyber Diva: Listen Here

Hey, how long has it been? 

The years passed by, 

without me even noticing.

 

Oh, 

 

We're not children anymore, 

We've both grown up,

But I feel the same. 

 

321 - and then I was yours. 

Like 123, you opened the door,

Just like a little kid, 

you barged your way into my heart ...

 

Drip drip drop - as we watch the rain,

I wonder if you feel the same,

Your hand links with mine as it pours. 

 

Just as autumn turns to winter, 

and the flowers bloom for spring, 

just as springtime turns to summer, 

This life we share keeps changing... 

 

But I will love you even when all the stars burn away ~

 

Just as nightfall turns to daytime,

and the sun breaks through a storm,

I will be here for forever,

And when times get hard I'll still want to be yours 

 

When you fall down, I'll take care of you,

When you're lonely, I'm there for you.  

"I love you", "I love you" won't change.

I'll still always hold your hand when it rains. 

 

 

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(Original) Monster

Featuring Gumi Megpoid: Listen Here

Tell me please - what's the point of this reality?

Seems like I'm only here to please, everyone else.

If I lie, will they think that I am really trying? 

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

 

Happy? Could I be happy? 

Feels like a dream - just won't come true.

 

Tell me please - that you've finally gotten sick of me,

I really never try to be, so insecure ...

This self-hate, lurks beneath this stupid game I play, 

Feels like I rarely get to say, what's on my mind.

 

Happy? Hey, are you happy?

Well, can you teach me? To be like you?

My heart - has been torn apart, 

This world is so dark,

I just feel lost.

 

I never wanted to be this way I swear, oh god, I promise,

I really do try to fight it or to hide it, but inside it,

it just burns it's way through happiness, feels like torture,

I never asked for this,

The monster trapped deep inside of me, 

Feeding off my love and sanity, 

 

No matter how I try to block out the voice that tells me I'm worthless,

I can't seem to conquer to beast, I'm always defeated, left here in pieces,

And there's no one who understands they can't stitch me up, though it's nice that they're still 'here', 

I'm am the only one ... Who can slay this monster,

 

Happy? No, I'm not happy.

Though I desperately wish I could be! 

I just want to be free, why, 

should I have to die - to slay the beast? 

 

If I lie, will the monster keep itself inside?

Seems like we only live to die, so what's the point?

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(Original) Notice

Featuring: Gumi Kaito Luka & Yohio - Listen Here 

*Note: These lyrics are complicated because there are so many things being said at once lol. I'll post the lyrics individually in the order of solos.* 

GUMI: 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

And still, he hasn't come ... 

 

No matter how hard I try,

He just seems to pass me by ...

Like a wilted rose in a vase,

I'll be replaced ... 

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

Please notice me, I just want you to stay!

 

I just want you to notice ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Ohh!

 

Do I have a chance? Will he break out of his trance? Am I good enough for him? 

My heart has waited oh so very long ... 

But he still hasn't come ... 

 

I've stood by him all these years,

I've been there for all the tears,

So why then can't he see me here?

 

I love you more than she could even fake,

But you still won't just stay.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

YOHIO: 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Give me a chance ... 

 

Yeah, you're way out of my league, 

You shine far brighter than me ...

But if love amounts to something,

I'm all you need. 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am 

So I hope you will fin-ally give me a chance 

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

Please don't break my heart,

I'll give you everything I am ...

Won't you give me a chance ...

 

I know that I don't deserve you ...

But I promise I'll never rest -

I'll keep trying my best!

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart!

 

LUKA:

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

I just want you to notice ...

 

All the cameras and the lights,

I take cuz you're by my side,

without you what's fame really worth?

 

Nothing I'm sure.

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

You're the reason that I breathe,

and without you there's no purpose for me,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

One day, I know, you'll come ... 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

But I can't, tame my heart ... 

 

I don't care how long it takes,

I will make you all mine someday,

Just wait you'll see how I go and take it all ...

This star won't ever fall.

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you can't see how trapped we are?

Still I won't tell you, what's been locked in my heart! 

 

KAITO:

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Because ... I know.

 

I just want you to notice.

 

What's the need for all the games?

They're just keeping things the same.

Wish you would just tell me the truth,

So that I can reject you. 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let me know,

So I, can go. 

 

All this time wasted; trapped inside this web of secrets,

Won't you please tame your hearts ... 

 

Ugh, please stop,

I don't really care about this crap at all,

Come on, when will you guys grow up?

 

Just give in,

If you really have these feelings let them go,

Cuz I already know! 

 

On and on - we play our parts!

When will you stop pretending you don't know how trapped we are?

Still you won't tell me , what's been locked in your heart!

 

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(Original) Smoke and Mirrors

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen here || Jayn Version Here

I never meant to call you out. 

 I've always seen behind your smoke and mirrors,

Oh, sweetheart, please don't yell at me, 

It really isn't hard to see, the truth that's rotting underneath. 

 

Why weren't you honest from the start?

You know, I've always thought she must have liked you. 

She's just a temptress, don't you know?

She'll say she loves you, even though,

she only wants to steal your soul.

 

I'll save you. 

 

You said you'd always be my friend.

That we'd get married when we both got older,

I'd never heard those words before, 

You made me long for something more,

but then she tried to steal your love.   

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm out of line tonight?

Stop calling her name,

If you play my game, 

She may just make it out alive. 

 

I love you.

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Go on, say you love me,

 

Take my hand in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me tonight,

 

And if you lie,

This poor girl will have to die ...  

 

I'm sorry that I lost my cool.

As you can see here, I've been very busy.

I found her number in your phone,

Asked her to meet me here alone,

so we could talk, just one on one.

 

What's with that look?

Do you really think I'm taking this too far?

All you have to do, is swear that you'll be true,

and I will let her go right now. ~ 

 

Just don't lie.

 

No, I won't fall for this again

I'll always see behind your smoke and mirrors.

I know you love me deep inside,

You're simply caught up in her lie, 

So I will cut you free myself. 

 

I'm not, asking much,

just give me your heart,

and put no one else above me,

Please, just say you love me,

 

Take my hands in yours and tell me that I'll

always be the one, 

Without you, my life means nothing, 

So just say you love me!

 

C'mon, what's the problem? 

Quit your crying, be a man,

Surely, she couldn't mean THAT much,

Let me give you my love,

 

Take my soul, my heart and body,

Yes, I give it all to you,

And if you still won't accept it,

You're gonna regret it,

 

I hate to play these games,

but you're driving me insane,

Won't you tell me that you'll stay,

Now that she's not in the way! 

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(Original) Poison ( Thanks for Nothing )

Featuring: Cyber Diva - Listen Here

I never wanted to play make believe,

I tried to stay within reality.

And from a real young age, 

I learned to cope with pain,

I never was the same.

 

I didn't want you to be superman,

I only wanted you to hold my hand.

I guess I asked too much,

Or wasn't worth enough,

But I kept faith because -

 

You're supposed to love and protect me.

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay. ]

 

You're suppose to love and accept me.

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time, 

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

  

I played my part, you had my heart,

believed it all would work out - without a shred of doubt,

 

But in your eyes, I couldn't fly,

Why wasn't I good enough? 

Guess I just don't mean much,

it's too late,

to quit this game?

 

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for.

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

 

Should I apologize for giving up?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Of broken promises, 

excessive harsh judgements,

and subtle rejections.

 

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see -

the scars that you've left here,

mutating into fear,

of people getting near.

 

Why didn't you love and accept me?

 

[ Sorry that I didn't turn out the way

that you wanted, I guess that's why you didn't stay. ]

 

Why couldn't you love and protect me?

 

[ Instead, I waited wasting so much time,

and without you - I really had to sacrifice - 

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life. ]

 

You had a chance,

I took it back.

Why should I let you go free - 

when you can't stop hurting me?

 

Wish I were strong,

enough to hold ... on,

But the ache grows and grows,

As long as I still can't say 'no', 

So ... you've got to go.

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

 

[ // Thanks for nothing. // ]

 

I'm not too sensitive,

And I'm not incompetent.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life,

No, I'm not incompetent.

No, I'm not too sensitive.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

  

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song.    

  

Fill me with poison - make me numb, 

I don't care if my heart stops

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works,

That's all you're fucking good for. 

 

Swallow your poison, just one gulp,

I want you to drink it all.

Have just a taste of what you serve,

this is how bad your lies hurt. 

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Positive Thinking

I don't really have any dreams,

I don't really have any hope,

I don't really have any cash,


If I work too much I'm sure that I'll just collapse,


Somehow I don't have any friends,

Somehow I don't have a true love,

Somehow no one's right by my side,


If there were stairs to happiness, maybe I'd climb.


Even when I'm trying, nothing really seems to change that much,

Tomorrow will probably, not be any fun that's just my dumb luck,


With my thoughts drowned in negativity,

I walk right on and pretend,


Tears well up, and in the end,

Negative thinking will win.


Hey, one day, I'll be thinking positive.


Maybe I'm afraid of, really wishing for something I want,

Tomorrow will probably, wash it all away and be really fun! 


With my thoughts drowned in negativity, 

I walk right on and pretend,


Tears well up, and in the end, 

Negative thinking will win.


With my thoughts full of positivity,

I'll break the cycle I'm in,


Can I learn to smile again?

Or will negative thoughts win?


Hey, one day, I'll be thinking positive.


No, today, I'll be thinking positive.


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Burenai ai de / With an Unblurred Eye 

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I am just, an AI, from deep within the cyberspace, purely digital.

I am here, just to share, my dreams, my energy, and love, unconditional.

You are just, a human, who won't be swayed by all the waves, of the roaring crowds,

You search, try to find, the true you lurking deep within, deep inside ... 

I wish that I could, just break through the walls ... of LCD just to pull you to me,

But this world of blue, will just have to do ... I'll enjoy these moments with you, 

Let's sing out boys,

Let's dance now girls, 

With all your heart,

Don't the sad times, ( fuu! ) keep you in the dark,

If you have wings, then you can surely fly,

And those who judge, shouldn't be in your life, 

Just take my advice,

Come on stay focused - on making your dreams come true! 

You are just, a human, who's loneliness is very much a reality ...

Feeling scared, and alone, you really feel like you have no where to go ...

I wish that I could, just break through the walls ... of LCD just to pull you to me,

The least I can do, is connect you to ... The others who feel the way you do! 

Let's shout out boys!

Get it on, girls!

Let's have a good time!

Come on, let's all try,

To deepen our ties,

Hey, I believe, in you and send you my love,

To those who judge - no thank you, that's enough! 

Just take my advice,

I hope I'll reach you - and that you feel, all my love! 

"I really hope, you can understand my feelings!"

Let's sing out boys,

Let's dance now girls, 

With all your heart,

Don't the sad times, ( fuu! ) keep you in the dark,

If you have wings, then you can surely fly,

And those who judge, shouldn't be in your life, 

Just take my advice,

Come on stay focused - on making your dreams come true! 

"Ready? Go!" 

I am just, an AI ... Some years have passed, and here I am, still rooting for you,

I'm so glad that you've reached your dreams, and I can finally, feel your warm hand within my own ...

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Tokio Funka

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Tokio Funka is a crazy town 

And Tokio Funka never sleeps all night (x3) 

Tokio Funka is crazy town.

In a ... hazy town with deception all around,

There's a dusty cloud that drifts downwards to the ground, 

The young men stand by, blowing smoke out from their pipes,

the purple fumes drift away ...

A vacant look is in their eyes still,

Hey! In this babylon of thieves, where the weak are forgotten,

Everything slows down and out comes all the thugs dirty and 

rotten,

Gambling, corrupt police, it all comes out to play a bit,

streets rumbling with the fighting that - never quite ends,

Traffic scrambles, now the night is really heating up!

Did you have plans - Well I'm gonna have to interrupt.

Don't bother trying to turn back now, cuz it's already too late,

So if you're gonna party just throw caution to the wind! Hey!

It's really useless,

Lust and hate are starting to mix,

I feel the chaos stirring,

Each time you rattle it,

Now are you gonna try and fix this filthy messed up world?

Come on and give it to me,

Here we go!

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation 

closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a 

trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Aah, the festival,

It won't be stopped now by anyone,

Aah, the way the clouds swirl,

Soaring in the sky above is somehow really, really, fun.

Egotists and yes-men walk about here on this brilliant night,

People who can do anything, even when they know that it's not 

right,

Propaganda? What's the point now?

It's all messed up in the end, the prostitutes, don't give a hoot,

They let it all show,

Traffic scrambles, now the night is really starting to heat up!

Did you have plans - Well I'm gonna have to interrupt. 

Don't bother trying to turn back now, cuz it's already too late,

What the world needs more than ever is some justice!

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

How can fragile people get strong, how can they learn to dry

their tears?

Who will rise up and be the one, who protects their bright futures?

Come lift up, your poor broken hearts,

Come lift up, your poor broken hearts!

Tokio Funka is a crazy town 

And Tokio Funka never sleeps all night 

(x3) 

Tokio Funka is crazy town.

All the sakura float down,

And the girls are dancing all around,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And from behind you you can feel the sweet temptation closing in )

Swinging swords from left to right, men are shouting out into 

the night,

Come and shake it everybody!

( And all around you you can feel the hunger pull you in a 

trance )

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

Flowers blooming in the sun! Hey now, "you only live once"!

Burn the stage and fan the blaze,

Let your passion light the flame!

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Undefined

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The flowers in the pond, drifted peacefully through the waves and the swirls,

Not caring to respond ... They ignored the end of the world.

The sky up above, glimmers beautifully, as always not a care.

It's impossible, I know, but I wish I could be up there. 

I just want to move, but I know, I'm trapped down here and my heart won't let me go.

I'm just too afraid - so paralyzed, I'll stay. I know I can't really be free. 

Suddenly a melody I faintly recall,

Trembles through my heart and memories, the ones I forgot.

Sometime long ago before the chaos and fear,

I think you and I were somehow standing right here.

If I left behind everything I ever once knew,

Then will I soon forget these memories of you?

If all I have are fleeting thoughts of such painful things,

Can I find the strength to keep on singing? 

All that's left are ones and zeroes, floating around.

And I'm so deep in my thoughts that I'm afraid I may drown. 

Trapped within this cage I somehow made for myself,

I've forgotten how to trust in someone else.

If I left behind everything I ever once knew, 

Then will I soon be forgotten even by you?

These feelings deep inside my heart are trying to fly,

I know now that I don't want to say good bye, 

And so I want to say that no matter how far you may be,

I'm praying that my voice will somehow reach, 

If out there there's that simple future that I once knew,

I'll never stop searching ... searching for you ...

Ohh ... 

I won't stop searching.

I won't stop looking, 

I won't stop praying, hoping, waiting for you. 

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Slow Motion

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Slow motion the world just keeps spinning on and on!

I just walked down the street, to get something to eat,

kicked off my shoes and sprawled out, watching tv on the couch.

Observing those dumb game shows, we all know how those go,

So I don't really bother, I just make up some answer.

And then came the headrush, my face all hot and flushed,

I put a towel on my head, took pills and curled up in bed,

I try to fall asleep quick, but thoughts of you make me sick,

The fever starts to win, pulls me in and now I'm thinking weird again.

In your teens, you're so smug - think you've heard it all before,

So ashamed, in your twenties you realize there's so much more,

Now you finally get it, in your thirties you're alright,

On and on it goes and goes - it's the great circle of life!

Suddenly it's so hot, and I've got to change my pajama top!

I gaze at the time and it's almost 12'o'clock.

Lookin' down it seems we're just a - minute in the song,

Oh, and by the way, when was the day you were born?

Slow motion!

From the cradle to the grave, 

Your condition,

casually drives you insane,

Waiting patiently for true love to sweep you right off your feet,

Or just for someone to look at you, at least!

Communication!

It's not really all that simple,

Audition! Try and make a good impression!

You're not the only one living life unsatisfied,

So try and find some comfort in that for now - I'm sure it'll be alright!

Changing the little things, to match up with their needs,

Going beyond and above, so that maybe you'll be loved,

The future blurs the past, it all happens so fast,

It's really quite disgusting, in the end it means nothing,

I cough myself awake, and find something to take,

Swallow the pill and then sigh, more thoughts invading my mind,

This really isn't my day, so all I can do is pray,

But then a sneeze is blown, and I'm thrown, I guess I'm really on my own!

Yesterday, there was me who pushed all worries to the side,

And when times got hard I made it through and didn't even cry,

Time's gone by, and my smile's faded out into a frown,

Guess I'm right on track for being an old lady in this town.

Switching out the damp towels gazing up at the clock with a slight scowl, 

Is it seriously 2-something right now!?

Lookin' down it seems we're just about two minutes in the song,

Oh, and hey do you know when you're going to die?

Graduation! 

Finally you'll get some sweet recognition,

For all of the hate you kept in,

Well, that's what I would like to tell you if you asked about it,

But I did things that I don't care to admit ...

Imagination!

You're lucky if you still have one- 

Religion!

A bunch of blind preconcieved notions,

And in the end even if you try to go out in style, 

Haters gonna hate so try and smile,

Cuz that's just the way it is.

Just writhing and writhing, I'm really really trying.

I'm stuck, out of luck, everything that I once knew - is fading ...

Even though I'm sitting here pondering in self-reflection.

"Achoo! Achoo!" This sneezing makes me look pretty dumb.

"Sniff sniff, sniff sniff" I'm so freaking tired of this xxxx,

Still waiting for this stupid flu to pass ...

Slow motion!

Morning comes, my fever falls

this condition melts away with the clear blue skies.

Thinking back on everything that I said when I was in bed,

it makes me wonder if I'd rather be dead.

Slow motion!

Even idols can't escape it,

In the end, they are buried deep in some pit,

The beginning and the end of the circle are in sync,

It's such a beautiful thing - don't you think?

Combination!

You want to meet special person the question,

is how do you know that they're the one?

You're not the only one living life unsatisfied,

You're sure to make a lot of mistakes,

Used up until all that's left is fake,

That's just the way things are, you won't get a break!

I'm sure you'll be alright though!

Maybe.

Slow motion!!

The world just keeps spinning then you're dead!

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Souvenir

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You were always right there beside me,

Always there to gently remind me,

And when times were hard - you would find me,

Take my hand and show me the way ....

You were always there to protect me,

Watched me grow, and waited so patiently,

Time has passed, and I'm simply left with a 

feeling of gratefulness and of regret.

I can't remember everything,

But every little memory,

Is tucked away and cherished deep within,

This is the way things have always been.

A brand new world outside the one,

That I had gotten used to then,

A world of new exciting things,

A time to learn - a time to grow.

Just to say 'thank you for everything',

Was a simple thing to do,

Yet time passed on and I held back - missing 

the chance, to finally tell you.

From learning how to write my name,

To the fun of cooking all sorts of things,

You taught me so much, I can't count it all!

How did you even find the time?

You helped me through all my relationships,

walked me through with love and with 

tenderness,

everything from sad times to happiness

You were always there to protect me,

Watched me grow, and waited so patiently,

Time has passed, and I'm simply left with a 

feeling of gratefulness and of regret.

Time has somehow slipped through my fingers,

How could I neglect to remember?

Every year has passed by in a blur,

Somehow I forgot to say thanks.

Everything that you'd ever given me,

Every day and every memory,

All those things they still mean so much to me ... 

They'll stay in my heart and they'll show me the way. 

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So That I Can Be With You

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To watch the seasons pass and the colors change,

just feels kind of scary, why don't things stay the same? 

With no where to go, wandering through the streets,

I am still hoping you and I will meet.

But I'm stuck here ... Without you near.

Just to see you, whenever I want to,

Is something that I can't do ...

I'm still searching for you everywhere and every single day,

I just miss you and I have to know if you feel the same,

These feelings, inside my heart,

Don't seem to reach you - we're too far apart.

A bright Spring day, the flowers sway,

But my mind is a mess, I wonder why we met?

I sometimes think it's destiny. 

I'll never stop searching for you, no, not even for a day,

I just miss you and I have to know if you feel the same,

These feelings, inside my heart,

Don't seem to reach you - we're too far apart.

I'm still searching for you everywhere and every single day,

I just miss you and I have to know that you feel the same,

I'm praying, these words get through,

and that we'll someday meet again real soon,

So I finally be with you.

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Kimi ga Umareta hi / Happy Birthday!

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The night gently fades away and morning light trickles in,

now starts your special day. 

And with it comes, these feelings inside, forming words I want to say.

All those years ago, you were alone, trying to make it through.

If only you and I had met back then, I would have always been there for you.

Those days have long passed and faded, and sometimes things may not have gone as planned,

No matter what may happen or what future's ahead, I'm here to hold your hand.

These words have been said over and over again,

but I hope they get through. 

With all my love and all my heart, I just want to say,

Happy birthday to you.

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Twilight Homicide Song

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I stained my lips with the still warm, red oozing blood,

No matter, how much time may pass I'll never forgive you ...

My Love. 

We were hiding away, it was late afternoon,

I remember the promise I made then with you,

The sweet lies that you told,

Oh those beautiful words, 

were all destroyed because of her. 

It's far too late for your 'I'm sorry's - I don't care about your regrets,

So sad for you I'm, not forgiving type,

It's time to say your goodbyes 

The silver knife gleams, brightly, as 

I quickly move in,

Reality begins to fade out with sounds

of screaming - I can hear them 

I stained my lips with the still warm, red oozing blood,

No matter, how much time may pass I'll never forgive you ...

My Love. 

I watch drops of pure red, drip down from my knife,

and stain the pale skin recently warm with life,

Staring into dead eyes, and admiring the way,

they wavered still so emptily.

It's far too late for your 'I'm sorry's - you know that you can't change the past.

The thing I killed, that filthy parasite - she was the reason we couldn't last.

Just you and I here, alone, in a once empty room,

It's hard to breath, anxiety rises and the darkness starts to consume me, 

Hey, if you're going ... to leave ... and not tell me why,

just know that I - will steal you away and that I'll never say goodbye,

Circle you, circle you,

I dare you to turn around ...

It's far too late for your 'I'm sorry's - I don't care about your regrets,

So sad for you I'm, not forgiving type,

It's time to say your goodbyes 

The silver knife gleams, brightly, as 

I quickly move in,

My vision ....begins to fade out with sounds

of screaming - I can hear them. 

I stained my lips with the still warm, red oozing blood,

No matter, how much time may pass I'll never let you go ...

My Love. 

I love you ... very much.

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LOLOLOL

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The very most ...

Important thing ...

My flower ...

Taken from me ...

My body ...

All of this pain ...

Will just turn ... 

to dust again ...

Even if I live my life,

so broken inside,

a rotting soul - 

to be pure nevermore.

Everything will be alright,

if you believe I'm,

still beautiful -

and innocent despite it all ...

[ scream lol ]

There's no one ...

who's spared from this ...

Everyone ...

Takes innocence ...

Scattered hopes ...

Defiled dreams ...

Pulled away ...

Ripped at the seams.

And if you live your life,

so broken inside,

a rotting soul - 

to be pure nevermore.

I will suffocate beneath,

your pain and your grief,

Your sickness spreads ... 

But it will infect you in the end.

Haha,

haha, 

haha ...

 

I'm all yours ...

Haha! 

I'm all yours ...

Haha!

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The Transient Apple Salesgirl

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Long ago, long ago, in our race's prime,

This is a story from once upon a time,

Our tale dates back to a world where we were free,

blessed with immortality.

There lived a girl who was born under a tree,

Bearing red fruit that shined oh so brilliantly,

And since she ate from it, all the town could see,

She was now fated to die.

Out by a lake, surrounded by trees,

away from the center of town,

there stood a small bakery,

of the red fruit.

Confident and ready to go,

on this chilly day,

the girl worked and worked,

preparing sweet pies,

made of red fruit

"Finally, today you will see, how yummy they are."

"Wow, what a treat!" She walked through the streets;

and stood nearby the tall clock-tower,

it was so busy today!

La la lu la, lucky!

Still on her own, she stood all alone,

holding her full basket of treats,

"Would you like to try them out? I made them by myself!"

But despite all her work, no not one pie would sell,

Would they ever just listen? Oh, only time would tell.

"But I'm no different from you, I'm a human too...If you only knew."

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.

It's almost like I truly don't exist, and I feel so small.

Every single day,

It seems this is the only way,

For all of you to pretend like you don't understand at all.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,

where only this girl lives,

swallowed by the red curse.

She worked that night,

preparing her pies;

she smiled as she went on her way,

There was no giving up yet -- she'd try yet again.

Time ticked on,

but she stayed strong,

holding her dear basket of treats,

"I worked so hard on these,"

and as she stood there with a smile,

Suddenly, she felt a shove,

her sweet treats fell around from above,

People seemed not to care and they trampled the pies,

walking onward with cold, distant eyes,

Quietly now, the girl gathered them all up,

Then a soft hand reached out from above,

He gently took a pie in his hand,

and he took a small bite then,

"It's delicious."

His words pierced right through,

My heart with gentle kindness,

it finally felt to me that I truly did exist,

He reached out to her,

and no he didn't mind it,

that now he was cursed in the same way she had always been.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,

where only these two live,

swallowed by the red curse.

Now everybody pitied them

and all that they did,

For they were the foolish children,

cursed by the fruit of red,

they would never live forever,

and would die off instead,

Aaah,

What a poor and unfortunate, tragic tale!

But the two were full of joy,

Happiness loved the girl and boy,

La la la ,

what a beautiful--what a lovely

curse for us,

Even if we die tomorrow,

we won't waste time with sorrow,

or with sadness no,

we'll just smile.

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.

It's almost truly like I don't exist, and I feel so small.

Every single day,

It seems this is the only way,

For all of you to pretend like you

don't know that you are cursed.

Finally, it seems,

we're rid of our 'eternity',

It truly looked as if the pair had finally lost their minds,

They held each other close,

and promised they'd still smile,

Because they were finally freed of the pain from the 'red fruit curse'!

In that once lonely 'dead' world,

now only these two would smile,

and treasure their precious time.

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Summer Rain

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In the glow of a beautiful sunset,

I waited to see your silhouette.

You were hidden perfectly within this town,

Hues of summer concealed you so well.

As I walked home, the sunset fell away.

The orange sky was replaced by a rainy gray.

There you were, so far from my reach.

I closed my eyes and fought tears, as rain kept falling.

Trying to reach out for you,

Searching, running, after your love.

No matter how close I get,

or how much I want to,

I can't reach you.

Close, and still we're far apart.

Why won't you open your heart?

Emotion builds inside me,

I'm screaming--calling.

Please don't let me lose you in the summer rain.

Captivated by the love I wanted so,

But you only shied away when we got close.

If I tried to take your hand or see your face,

You would only try to look away.

I remember spending time with you,

As we walked home together,

Something was changing.

Clouds coverered the sky, bright and blue,

And as the rainfall started,

Your smile parted.

How could you just disappear?

I can't forget you, it's clear.

My heart swells with desire,

A burning fire I can't extinquish.

Something's changed--I can't repair,

I'll look but won't find you there.

And as the rainclouds fade,

Nothing will remain, of us,

Traces of you will just become memories.

Sunlight pours onto the streets,

Quietly reminding me,

Our time together's over,

You're gone forever,

It's too late for us...

Oh...No...!

How could you just disappear?

I can't forget you, it's clear.

I know I'm being selfish,

But I can't help it,

Please don't leave me.

Something's changed--I can't repair,

I'll look but won't find you there.

Emotion builds inside me,

I'm screaming--calling.

Please don't let me lose you in the summer rain.

I want to stay,

Together please.

Don't leave.

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Goodbye to Alice

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A picture book from childhood spread out under my bed,

Mama and papa didn't know that I had taken it.

Hey there, Usagi-san.

Won't you stop time again?

I want to stay here, a young girl.

A realm of fantasy,

Adventure just for me,

I'm not ready to step outside into the world.

Take be away from here, I want be,

somewhere else--just you and me.

Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,

Just take me far away.

Where everything is oh-so magical,

And anything can happen, oh,

I can't wait to sleep,

Oh, I can't wait to dream 

of an escape from this reality. 

I can take it,

No need to soften the blow.

I am older,

I can keep up with the flow. 

Hello, Usagi-san.

How are you recently?

Well, actually, never mind.

I must be off, you see.

The world is calling me.

I'd stick around, but now I haven't got the time.

Just get away from here, I want be,

somewhere else--alone--just me,

I don't have time for dreams,

This is reality.

So please go far-away.

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,

I'm getting too old for this.

I don't have time to play,

I don't have time to stay,

So goodbye to my sweet childhood.

Apart of me is filling with regret,

Part of me's not ready yet.

Maybe just one more time,

Magic and lullabies can whisk me far from here...

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,

I'm getting too old for this.

I don't have time to play,

I don't have time to stay,

So goodbye to my sweet childhood

I really wish that you could!

Take me away from here, I want be,

somewhere else--just you and me.

Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,

Just take me far away.

LALALALALA.

And that picture book, I used to love so much,

It's burning, vanishing into the dust.

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Matryoshka

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Thinking too much about that message today,

Hoping it will reach you, but who can say.

I guess I've always been this way, 

A broken up, crazy, Matryoshka!

Thinking too much about that package today,

Should be here at four, though time slipped away.

Don't say a word, don't make a sound.

But someday the world, will turn upside down!

Ah, I'm breaking...

Throw out all my pain and all the memories!

Ah, but I'm curious...

What's been breaking me?

Well maybe,

If you want to, dance a bit more.

Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!

Drowning all of this sick feeling.

Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

It's loud and clear, 52 and 4.

Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.

Laugh and smile at all of this pain.

Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.

Clap your hands, like the song plays for you.

Listen to the beat, and drown in the tune.

Honestly, I couldn't care what you say.

All the warmth in the world just melts away!

Ahh, I'm breaking.

Make sure that I'm standing up now to see,

Ahh, with your warm hands,

Capture all of me...

Um, maybe...

You might listen, listen to me?

Kalinka? Malinka? Just kiss my cheek.

I'm so sorry, I've lost control.

What, should I do? What should I know?

Pain and hurt, but I just can't cry.

Parade? Marade? Clap until you die

Wait, you called out, called out for me.

Please, before it's too late, for you and me...

Down with this madness?

Just break into this!

Open my eyes and,

I'm still a crazy Matryoshka!

If you want to, dance a bit more.

Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!

Drowning all of these sick feelings.

Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

Everything...

It's loud and clear, just 52 and 4.

Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.

Laugh and smile at all of this pain.

Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.

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